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Hello, mates I'd like to tell my story about me growing up. As a child I was treated terribly, I was bullied and abused by my parents. I live in Ashford and my only friend in real life is @Random He's been there for me ever since and if it wasn't for him I would have killed myself. I'm depressed badly that I get severe anxiety and fear and can't control it that sometimes i have to be taken to the hospital. My family isn't rich neither am i. I live in a crappy house that barely has any electronics or food. I just wanted to tell you all cause it makes me feel better when i express myself on a forum. I just joined today cause my mate told me to, and i like it so far it's a great environment. I am on pills all the time but i feel like they're never helping me cope with my feelings. I listen to sad music 24/7 and i'm lazy and never want to do anything.

-Jake Allubar
 
I think this is a little bit too much for an introduction lol. what are your hobbies? what do you enjoy doing? I can identify with some of the things you've mentioned but you can't be this tragic. surely there's more to your life than doom and gloom...

welcome to the forums.
 
Sadness said:
Hello, mates I'd like to tell my story about me growing up. As a child I was treated terribly, I was bullied and abused by my parents. I live in Ashford and my only friend in real life is @Random He's been there for me ever since and if it wasn't for him I would have killed myself. I'm depressed badly that I get severe anxiety and fear and can't control it that sometimes i have to be taken to the hospital. My family isn't rich neither am i. I live in a crappy house that barely has any electronics or food. I just wanted to tell you all cause it makes me feel better when i express myself on a forum. I just joined today cause my mate told me to, and i like it so far it's a great environment. I am on pills all the time but i feel like they're never helping me cope with my feelings. I listen to sad music 24/7 and i'm lazy and never want to do anything.

-Jake Allubar
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I would like to first off say welcome to the forums, and I appreciate you opening up to everyone right off the bat... I too have suffered from depression in both high and low amounts, and I really opened up about it thanks to my friend @Chad who I helped through his issues via my own... Don't even let suicide cross your mind because to be honest, it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem, and yes I'm sure you hear that quote a lot, but you need to realize that it's true... If you ever wanna talk to someone contact me on AIM Glow, kik Divinitive or just PM me bud
 
Chaz said:
I think this is a little bit too much for an introduction lol. what are your hobbies? what do you enjoy doing? I can identify with some of the things you've mentioned but you can't be this tragic. surely there's more to your life than doom and gloom...

welcome to the forums.
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This is real, You'd have to see it to believe it. I don't have any hobbies I have scar's everywhere it was stupid of me to do. I'm not rich or anything. I am always picked on. I always try to be the nice guy but in the end I get picked on.
 
Sadness said:
This is real, You'd have to see it to believe it. I don't have any hobbies I have scar's everywhere it was stupid of me to do. I'm not rich or anything. I am always picked on. I always try to be the nice guy but in the end I get picked on.
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Don't hang around people who pick on you. try to find friends or people who are positive. Richness doesn't provide happiness. I'm sorry you take pills since it's merely a crutch and won't help you. I was depressed for around 4 years and it's important that you live fully and definitely listen to a shit ton of music and smoke a little weed. It'll help, a lot.
 
Kill said:
Don't hang around people who pick on you. try to find friends or people who are positive. Richness doesn't provide happiness. I'm sorry you take pills since it's merely a crutch and won't help you. I was depressed for around 4 years and it's important that you live fully and definitely listen to a shit ton of music and smoke a little weed. It'll help, a lot.
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I've tried smoking weed :( but my anxiety act's up badly I can't handle marijuana.
 
Frayzurr said:
Welcome to the Forums!

Have they tried you on Amitriptyline? After a few weeks it should sort you out.
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No, but i guess i could tell my Psychiatrist and see what he says.

thanks mate
 
Glad that your still alive man. Keep your head held high and everything will work out eventually. Stay in there m8
 
Jared said:
Glad that your still alive man. Keep your head held high and everything will work out eventually. Stay in there m8
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Thank you, Mate i'll try it's hard but i'll try.
 
xxxx said:
This is sad. I'm sorry you have to go through it. But there's so many ways to be happy.
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I try being happy all the time. It's never worked for me :( I don't know how long I can last.
 
Well if you're taking suggestions on how to help, being lazy & doing nothing is the worst thing you can do. Work out, go running, play a sport. You'll meet people, you'll get pussy, & you'll get happier. Don't try to find happiness online if that's what you're doing.
 
Gambino said:
Well if you're taking suggestions on how to help, being lazy & doing nothing is the worst thing you can do. Work out, go running, play a sport. You'll meet people, you'll get pussy, & you'll get happier. Don't try to find happiness online if that's what you're doing.
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Where I live mate like everyone bully's me even the girls like honestly.
 
Welcome man, I know how you feel, unfortunately I do not take pills for my severe depression,and my horrible insomnia. But I have been prescribed some, and I keep going up on them, and they're no longer working for me.
It is awesome that you are comftorable with you letting this out.
But hell no it's not to much for a introduction. And you're lucky you actually have friends who care about your depression.
All of mine just care for my kindness and money. If you need anybody to talk to, I'm basically up all day and night, so let me know!
And have a good time on the forums, and hope you love it here my friend!
-joshyboy420
 
Madness said:
Aye if you ever need someone to talk to I'll be the man.
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Thank you, @Madness it's great to see kind people helping me through these sad times.
 
Frayzurr said:
Once I have 2 Koins saved up, I'm going to donate towards a name change for you. From Sadness to Happiness. ^-^
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Lol, No need :c i'm never gonna be happy but I hope i will be.
 
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