What really matters?
It came into my mind, what really matters most in your family?
Well I don’t know in my case. My mom always tells things that are not acceptable in my own opinion. My mom always tells me that I don’t have a sound brain. I don’t give them money to spend. I look like a rug in her eyes. I look like older than she is.
Well, my mom always compares me with my sister who graduated in good school and had his 1st baby immediately after graduation. She supported my sister from the start up to her graduation. Me? Since, according to her, I am a “prodigal†daughter, lives my own life. After having a baby in the age of 18, I tried to have my own luck in everything I do till the day my daughter and me got separated. They took her away from me. I focused in school and graduated college when I was 23, irregular classes, part time jobs and helping my youngest brother who was staying with me since his Grade 6 year. I started as a cashier in mall and applied to a higher paying company. After having my 1st year in that company, I took back my daughter. I am living alone now with my daughter. My family is not contacting me anymore.
What really matters most, is it money to be given to your parents and be able to please them? Is it matter to prove yourselves to them that one mistake (having a baby at young age), does not mean that you are not worth loving for and respecting for? Is it worth proving yourself to them? Where will you prefer to ask for LOVE, is it from that kind of family or from others who see you as you are not your past and accepts you whole heartedly?
My friends are my family. People who know me better than my biological family.
It came into my mind, what really matters most in your family?
Well I don’t know in my case. My mom always tells things that are not acceptable in my own opinion. My mom always tells me that I don’t have a sound brain. I don’t give them money to spend. I look like a rug in her eyes. I look like older than she is.
Well, my mom always compares me with my sister who graduated in good school and had his 1st baby immediately after graduation. She supported my sister from the start up to her graduation. Me? Since, according to her, I am a “prodigal†daughter, lives my own life. After having a baby in the age of 18, I tried to have my own luck in everything I do till the day my daughter and me got separated. They took her away from me. I focused in school and graduated college when I was 23, irregular classes, part time jobs and helping my youngest brother who was staying with me since his Grade 6 year. I started as a cashier in mall and applied to a higher paying company. After having my 1st year in that company, I took back my daughter. I am living alone now with my daughter. My family is not contacting me anymore.
What really matters most, is it money to be given to your parents and be able to please them? Is it matter to prove yourselves to them that one mistake (having a baby at young age), does not mean that you are not worth loving for and respecting for? Is it worth proving yourself to them? Where will you prefer to ask for LOVE, is it from that kind of family or from others who see you as you are not your past and accepts you whole heartedly?
My friends are my family. People who know me better than my biological family.