When you need to chill out because of family issues and other different types of issues what do you do? or where do you go?
I've just got back in from a 1 hour + walk by myself and it's now 2am in England, my part is pretty bad as well..
I just walked all away to the gas station that is 24/7 open and bought myself a nice cold drink and just walked home thinking about things.
Just recently one of my close family members passed away, she was very sick and i wasn't allowed to see her, but my family promised me that i will be able to see her, but it was too late, she dead at 3:15am the other day.
I didn't get to say good bye, and now i feel lost because she was their for me, and now i don't have her..
And just recently, i keep getting pissed off over little things, I've even snapped at my girlfriend recently and today over nothing, because i keep thinking about death and other things, i need some support because i don't know how to chill out and control myself.
I suffer from anger issues and I'm kind of bi-polar, i can just turn at any time because of my anger issues.
I'm from the UK, England and i stay up till around 5 - 11am every day. Then up around 1 - 3pm gives me a couple of hours to sleep.
I've just got back in from a 1 hour + walk by myself and it's now 2am in England, my part is pretty bad as well..
I just walked all away to the gas station that is 24/7 open and bought myself a nice cold drink and just walked home thinking about things.
Just recently one of my close family members passed away, she was very sick and i wasn't allowed to see her, but my family promised me that i will be able to see her, but it was too late, she dead at 3:15am the other day.
I didn't get to say good bye, and now i feel lost because she was their for me, and now i don't have her..
And just recently, i keep getting pissed off over little things, I've even snapped at my girlfriend recently and today over nothing, because i keep thinking about death and other things, i need some support because i don't know how to chill out and control myself.
I suffer from anger issues and I'm kind of bi-polar, i can just turn at any time because of my anger issues.
I'm from the UK, England and i stay up till around 5 - 11am every day. Then up around 1 - 3pm gives me a couple of hours to sleep.
