[Support] Where do you go?

When you need to chill out because of family issues and other different types of issues what do you do? or where do you go?

I've just got back in from a 1 hour + walk by myself and it's now 2am in England, my part is pretty bad as well..

I just walked all away to the gas station that is 24/7 open and bought myself a nice cold drink and just walked home thinking about things.

Just recently one of my close family members passed away, she was very sick and i wasn't allowed to see her, but my family promised me that i will be able to see her, but it was too late, she dead at 3:15am the other day.

I didn't get to say good bye, and now i feel lost because she was their for me, and now i don't have her..

And just recently, i keep getting pissed off over little things, I've even snapped at my girlfriend recently and today over nothing, because i keep thinking about death and other things, i need some support because i don't know how to chill out and control myself.

I suffer from anger issues and I'm kind of bi-polar, i can just turn at any time because of my anger issues.

I'm from the UK, England and i stay up till around 5 - 11am every day. Then up around 1 - 3pm gives me a couple of hours to sleep.

I skate, with music in and just drown everyone out and do why I want. Sorry to hear man, I've had a few people pass this year also. :/ GL man. Just do what you wanna do and talk to someone about it lol.

I suffer from anger issues and bi-polar issues also, I take classes at school, me and my mom have created a strong bond, so when I need help I talk to her, Im here if you need me.
Sorry for your loss.

Bugatti said:

I suffer from anger issues and bi-polar issues also, I take classes at school, me and my mom have created a strong bond, so when I need help I talk to her, Im here if you need me.
Sorry for your loss.

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it's just so hard in life, thinking about different things all the time.. I just don't want to fuck my life up and do nothing with it, and feel like i have disappointed my family members.

Unicoren if you have aim hmu i will always be up to listen to you and talk with you my man.

Unicorn said:

it's just so hard in life, thinking about different things all the time.. I just don't want to fuck my life up and do nothing with it, and feel like i have disappointed my family members.

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Don't ever listen to a doctor or therapist. They will tell you to take pills and will make you into a zombie. Find someone who shows you love and compassion and make them your base. When you spend more time with them and talk things will get better.

Unicorn said:

it's just so hard in life, thinking about different things all the time.. I just don't want to fuck my life up and do nothing with it, and feel like i have disappointed my family members.

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I always feel like this because sometimes my grades are bad or I make mistakes and over react how I feel about them, Im here for you if you need me.

Thanks guys, I'm just really active with thinking of things and i don't even have a job as well so during the day i could do anything, and mostly i would do something like talk to my girlfriend.. But today i over reacted and just spent like 2 hours not talking because she wouldn't talk to me..

I hate when i say something but i go over board and don't realize until the last moment, I tend to fuck things up by over thinking and that's what make me always fuck up..

But because my girl is on her period I'm finding it hard to talk to her because prom is coming up soon, districts and other things as well.. And the worse thing about it is that I'm not even her prom date..

Some random skid that she doesn't even know, but her best friend works with him.. Trys anything funny i know where he lives.

For me, I just drown myself with old music and distract myself from all my real-life problems by spending countless hours on tumblr.

Intersect said:

For me, I just drown myself with old music and distract myself from all my real-life problems by spending countless hours on tumblr.

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I use music and tumblr as my get away also, if im not playing baseball and stressed, ill be their! :d

Well what I do is drive to my church. Thats where I feel the safest. I can talk to God and just chill down.

I got into an argument with my mom the other week and I ended up punching a hole in the wall. So I decided to just drive away and go to church. I felt a lot better when I got home. I prayed and it helped a lot.

If you can drive and go to church that's something you can do.

Sorry for your loss.
I used to play xbox and bottle up my emotions, now I just go and play basketball or go on a walk. Music is also a help to me.

Music is the best thing for this bro

I smoke weed, listen to music and walk usually. Deeply sorry about your loss man keep your head high.

Just try different thinks and try to find something that makes you happy. GL

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Just try different thinks and try to find something that makes you happy. GL

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This was 2 months ago, I wouldn't recommend grave-digging unless you want warning points!