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So it was about 5 months ago that I got with my GF. Everything was amazing, I fucking loved her. Then she told me after about 2 months that she has depression, not because of me or anything but because of school and assholes treating her like a slut her whole life. One evening I was texting her and she told me she had been cutting herself for a few weeks. I of coarse told her to stop and I loved her etc. And she did, or so she told me.
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Later about, 1 month later she had told me her cutting was still going on that whole month. I got weak when she told me this as I truly cared for the girl. But her life was going down the shitter. Her dad was moving, her friends were turning on her and all she had was me. She told me everyday that I was amazing and she was happy she had me to keep her strong. One morning I was getting ready to go to school when a text arrived, it was her. All the text said was "Im going to take alot pills, need to do this..x" obviously at this point I rang and text her telling her not to and in the end I got through to her. She told me she hadnt done it. That was the biggest relief of all! But because of these event and problems, I was filled with worry every moment of every day. Then I began feeling depressed, lonely. I started to fail in school and started to fight with my parents (Both of which im still recovering from). Few weeks after her pill text I though it was maybe getting better. Till she went to a party, I didn't go. But she went to this party and obviously I was a little worried about it. She told me the next day that.. She got so drunk she began to climb up a wire frame that was at the bar she was at and she was about to jump off. Lucky for her, her friends dragged her down.
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After ALL of this shit and worry that went on for about 8 months, she broke up with me! I was ok with that.. her reason was "I need to sort my life out before I can be with someone" and hey, thats perfectly understandable. 1 MONTH later, she has a new boyfriend.. 1 MONTH! And I text her saying "How are you feeling, better now?" and she texts me back "STOP GETTING INVOLVED IN MY NEW RELATIONSHIP" she must be absolutely psycho! And from now on she seems to hate me, thinking I try get involved with her still etc.. When I have no interest in her. But I find it amusing its now been 2 weeks after they got together.. and they have broken up. LOL But all in all, I hope you can understand my story and how she is a selfish bitch because im still not fully recovered :/.
Thanks..
Start
So it was about 5 months ago that I got with my GF. Everything was amazing, I fucking loved her. Then she told me after about 2 months that she has depression, not because of me or anything but because of school and assholes treating her like a slut her whole life. One evening I was texting her and she told me she had been cutting herself for a few weeks. I of coarse told her to stop and I loved her etc. And she did, or so she told me.
Later
Later about, 1 month later she had told me her cutting was still going on that whole month. I got weak when she told me this as I truly cared for the girl. But her life was going down the shitter. Her dad was moving, her friends were turning on her and all she had was me. She told me everyday that I was amazing and she was happy she had me to keep her strong. One morning I was getting ready to go to school when a text arrived, it was her. All the text said was "Im going to take alot pills, need to do this..x" obviously at this point I rang and text her telling her not to and in the end I got through to her. She told me she hadnt done it. That was the biggest relief of all! But because of these event and problems, I was filled with worry every moment of every day. Then I began feeling depressed, lonely. I started to fail in school and started to fight with my parents (Both of which im still recovering from). Few weeks after her pill text I though it was maybe getting better. Till she went to a party, I didn't go. But she went to this party and obviously I was a little worried about it. She told me the next day that.. She got so drunk she began to climb up a wire frame that was at the bar she was at and she was about to jump off. Lucky for her, her friends dragged her down.
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After ALL of this shit and worry that went on for about 8 months, she broke up with me! I was ok with that.. her reason was "I need to sort my life out before I can be with someone" and hey, thats perfectly understandable. 1 MONTH later, she has a new boyfriend.. 1 MONTH! And I text her saying "How are you feeling, better now?" and she texts me back "STOP GETTING INVOLVED IN MY NEW RELATIONSHIP" she must be absolutely psycho! And from now on she seems to hate me, thinking I try get involved with her still etc.. When I have no interest in her. But I find it amusing its now been 2 weeks after they got together.. and they have broken up. LOL But all in all, I hope you can understand my story and how she is a selfish bitch because im still not fully recovered :/.
Thanks..
