As the over said and annoying quote goes "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem."
Maybe foster care isn't a bad choice, you could get a fresh start with life. You could put your potential to the max and use your depressing past as inspiration to aspire educationally, mentally, physically, emotionally in your brand new life. From my standpoint it seem like a good solution in your circumstance if your really disliking your life right now.
Maybe foster care isn't a bad choice, you could get a fresh start with life. You could put your potential to the max and use your depressing past as inspiration to aspire educationally, mentally, physically, emotionally in your brand new life. From my standpoint it seem like a good solution in your circumstance if your really disliking your life right now.