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Hey guys it's me stacks. So basically my life has just turned to complete shit. On the 24th I got my braces off. Everything seemed to be going well. I was happy. I was talking to my girlfriend all night long everyday. Hanging out with my friends. I've been watching my health because I have high cholesterol. I've had it since I was 12. I'm 16 now. I went from 207 pounds to 191 recently. Everything was going great.... Until this morning at 11:05am when I was woken by my mother because she needed to talk to me. Before she even started talking. I could see her eyes starting to water. She finally began to talk to me while she was crying. It turns out... My step father left.... He just dipped this morning and he took off right before she has to pay the bills. Unfortunately my moms Job isn't the best. We live I'm the house I grew up in as a kid. When I get older. I wanna have my kids grow up in this house. My dad and his girlfriend live in a really nice house. Has a pool. Nice neighborhood. Nice people. But that's not the point. I'm afraid I'm gonna lose this house along with my mom. To be honest soon after this month. We will probably be homeless. I don't even know
What to think right now. I'm lost. I'm depressed. I'm worried. I'm sad. I'm mad. I don't really know. My step dad was always nice to me And my sister. But never my mom. I mean guess it's good that this happened because now my mom will
Be happy and not stressed out as much, I mean that's why she got a divorce with my real father from so much stress. She didn't get a divorce to become more stressed. She did it to be happy. Sadly it's still summer and me being an idiot. I quit my job for the summer. I don't know where to go with my life. Where to start. Or what to do. I'm not asking for simpothy from everyone on FK. I just really need help. I'm gonna go and try to get my job back. Make some money. And help my mom pay the bills and groceries, etc.. If anyone has any decent starter monetizing methods that could let me make atleast like $5 a day. I don't care. I would really appreciate it if someone could help me. I need this. I can't lose this house. I can't be homeless and then one week be at my dads while my mom has no where to go. My parents have been divorced for a while. And now this. The divorce was already enough for me. But this just makes it worse. I'm gonna be gone for a while. Today may be my last day on FK for quite sometime. Just wanna say thanks to everyone I've became cool with. And everyone who has ever helped me out. Anyone who I've ever made a smooth deal with.

People I'm gonna miss most:

@dui
@TheHackerHD
@Rude
@Yeti
@47th
@Poison
@Wiz
@Sleep
@GOR
@Mike
@Cheefin
@SOS
@Narc
@Soldier
@God

And many more. I guess this is goodbye for now. Hopefully things will get better and I'll be back sooner then I think. Hope everyone has a great summer and a great day. Peace FK.
 
Oh my god, bad luck, I know it's not exactly the best idea, but why can't you get a job, like paper round, a waiter, mail man. Every little helps.
 
I honestly wish you the best of luck man, These are the points you can pick up the pen and start rapping about life, You could probably earn a bit of money from rapping/singing about shit like this.

I wish for the best for you and your family man, Good luck.
 
Keep your chin up @stacks good lucl will come your way, im sure of it. I wish you best of luck in the near future.
 
What the fuck. ):

I'm gonna miss you bro...
 
@Stacks don't think about the current situation and get yourself to think about the positive of you helping out to get the house back, becuase when your unhappy, you do things slower and work feels like an eternity. I hope you can stay on FK
 
Corridor said:
@Stacks don't think about the current situation and get yourself to think about the positive of you helping out to get the house back, becuase when your unhappy, you do things slower and work feels like an eternity. I hope you can stay on FK
@Stacks- you can easily make 500$ in a week by searching a for a buyer to buy ooo :) . That's my suggestion :)
 
I know this isn't going to settle right with you, but you should look into selling herbs. Whether at your school or in your hood. It makes tons of money and fast. I've heard countless stories of people doing it for the right reasons, such as supporting their families.

My honest advice. Its a moral thing though.
 
Yeti said:
I know this isn't going to settle right with you, but you should look into selling herbs. Whether at your school or in your hood. It makes tons of money and fast. I've heard countless stories of people doing it for the right reasons, such as supporting their families.

My honest advice. Its a moral thing though.
Don't listen to his bad influence bro. Weed is bad. Go Walter White up on this bitch and start cooking meth. ;)
 
I hope everything turns out good for you. I know you'll be able to make it through this.
 
Sorry to see this happen to you bro, everything will turn out better i promise.
 
If you don't mind it or are really desperate, I'd consider Yeti's idea. If you don't smoke, just sell it and don't start smoking. Drugs are probably the last thing you'll need. People who do drugs solely because their lives are "hard" are dumb as fuck, because doing drugs don't help you get your life back on track.
If you do end up considering this, PM me if you need tips with it.

But trust me man, life will get better. I've had moments like these (money problems in general), and it's hell. What makes it even worse is that my mom has bi-polar disorder (yes, she actually has it, takes medication for it and everything..) and it doesn't help her when she's stressful. Thank God for her current boyfriend being able to help us with everything right now.
Remember, if you take care of small things like groceries and electricity/water bills if you can, you're already helping your mom out a lot and I'm 100% sure she'll greatly appreciate it.

Wishing you the best of luck.
 
I'm very sorry about this, hope everything turns out better man..
 
I don't know you at all tbh but I'm letting you know man I wish you the best. Getting a job and helping her is you going on the right path, just comfort her and help her man.
 
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