ok so recently my parents and i got into a huge fight. my dad doesnt abuse me but. this is like the 3rd time its happened but we got in a really heated argument and he called me pussy so i got pissed and pushed him than he like full out checked me into the wall and theres a small hole and said like fuck you blah blah. worthless kid etc. and i already have depression which is bad. im on meds for it daily and ive been clean (of cutting for 1 year) and i was so heated a fucking slit my forearm up. its all fucked up now and i have to wear sweaters and jackets at all time. i dont know what to do. i fucking regret it. this idnt for attention or anything like that so to fuck with you if you think it is. i need to like rant. heelllpp