My story.

I suffer from depression also. I get bullied everyday, and no one seems to do anything about it. Not even my parents.

You can hmu on Skype(it's that64bot)
 
First, I just want to say that I am deeply moved by your story. I am sorry that you went through that, but just know, that you are a stronger person now. I think you said in your OP that you are afraid of becoming a stoner. Smoking weed is a form of expressionism. Its a way to relieve stress -- no I am not condoning it let me finish--. I made this quote up "you inhale problems and exhale solutions" to describe basically what you need to do. You need to find something that you can lose yourself in that will completely take your mind off of your problems. For me, its rapping/poetry. Try writing your pain out on paper to create art. It feels AMAZING.
And remember, nobody has a perfect life. I have secrets/demons/bad past too. I've been depressed, I've been there and done that. But I pulled through and I came out of it! You can too. You need to find your happy place and NEVER LET IT GO.
 


Thank you so much for this story, and for me, it is being a pitcher in baseball. I throw balls as hard as I can and I love it.
 
Radical said:
Thank you so much for this story, and for me, it is being a pitcher in baseball. I throw balls as hard as I can and I love it.
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AWESOME man!! I'm not sure how old you are but I am a pitcher too for my High School team and my goal is to get a scholarship in college! I'm glad we can relate brother
 
Can I ask you a question? Having gone through all of this, would you have rather died as a baby and not been saved?

I've had a very painful life, I still struggle a lot from a past that haunts me. I wish I were never born.

I can relate with a lot of feeling and experiences you have gone through and are going through. Hang in there buddy! 3

64bot said:
I suffer from depression also. I get bullied everyday, and no one seems to do anything about it. Not even my parents.

You can hmu on Skype(it's that64bot)
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If you don't mind me asking, why do you get bullied? Do they do it in groups or is it just a couple ppl?

I used to get bullied and abused "by my friends" ALOT. It was so bad man. I would really like to help you.
 


Im very glad i was born actually, I've realized many things from life, they may bring you down, but it makes you stronger and just keep going, I am very succesful with my baseball career and im hoping to get into the University Of North Dakota.

and I got bullied by this group of kids, think they ran everything and yeah they are stupid pussies now.
 
Im just gonna bump this, so all the newer members get a little taste of what happened to me.
 
Wow, I came to this thread thinking I would read some pathetic sob story.
After I read this, wow. Breaks my heart.
 
This is a very sad, depressing story. I hope things get better for you, dude. Although we don't know one another whatsoever, I hope everything comes together & your life gets easier. Give it time.
 
Trap said:
This is a very sad, depressing story. I hope things get better for you, dude. Although we don't know one another whatsoever, I hope everything comes together & your life gets easier. Give it time.
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Thanks man

and i know, its starting to get better already, just my mother is always in the back of my mind.
 
I got a sad story ( not going into like a ESSAY )

I was six years old, sleeping, I heard a scream, It was my mum, here skin on her stomach/belly split, around 2 inches wide, I had to;
Call my nan,
call the hospital,
explain why I was calling at the age of 6.
And as it was just me and my mum in the house ( I don't have a dad / I don't know him ) They both got here at the same time... My mum was rushed to hospital, My nan stayed with me at home... She needed surgery... the next day I went to the hospital to see my mum ( I missed an amazing school trip because of it, but nothing gets in between me, my mum and my nan. I stayed by her side... And when she eventually came home, 6 weeks later, it happened again, and again, for 4 times. And one kind of recent, she was going to a shop in the morning, she fainted, I was in the bath, I got out the bath because I heard the phone ring, it was my mum, and she said normally ' I just fainted in the shop ' I went mental, and I wouldn't go to school because I worried about here... The end.
 
Like everyone else has said man, sorry for the loss of your mother and that you don't like you step mom. You can always PM me to get my contact info.
We are all here for you man.
 
Arrest said:
Like everyone else has said man, sorry for the loss of your mother and that you don't like you step mom. You can always PM me to get my contact info.
We are all here for you man.
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Thanks man, and will do. Always nice to know that someone cares.
 
Okay, well I notice I'm seeing this a little late, but I'll comment anyways.

I'm sorry to hear about your mom. I can't even imagine what that would be like. Sorry for your loss.

As for your question on if you will get addicted/hooked to marijuana, the technical answer, and the one I would agree with, would be no. You cannot be physically addicted to marijuana. However, it can become a serious habit, one that can be hard to break. I enjoy smoking a lot, but can go without smoking for however long, so it wouldn't affect me at all.
 

Well thanks for answering my question man, it just scares me that I could become addicted.
 
Smile and come talk to your boy pandas teh god, he'll make you happy.
 
Radical said:
Well thanks for answering my question man, it just scares me that I could become addicted.
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You can't become addicted. Marijuana is nothing like any other drug. All I'm saying is that depending on the person, smoking too much, and too often can make it a bad habit. This would have nothing to do with the Marijuana itself, it would be completely dependent on yourself, and your personality.
 
People can become dependent on any habit, even things that aren't technically addictive, so I would be careful. I have experienced things similar to you. I experienced a very painful break up in January and the pain from it has not faded, even though I am dating someone else. I have been touched by deaths that have been very close to me. I'm fallen deeply into depression and clawed my way out, only to fall back in again. It is difficult. It remains difficult, but it's better to push yourself forward and push yourself to do things that are great for your life, instead of seeking remedies to heal the pain. Try not to let it consume you. When your mind starts going in a negative direction, distract yourself, empower yourself, find determination and fight your way through. You're stronger than you realize; We all are. Message me if you ever need anything or just feel like talking.
 

Please take time to explain why what I highlighted in bold, is basically in this video I found..
[video=youtube]www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yo0-Mst9IYw[/video]
Go to 0:26 seconds in video..
 
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