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First, I just want to say that I am deeply moved by your story. I am sorry that you went through that, but just know, that you are a stronger person now. I think you said in your OP that you are afraid of becoming a stoner. Smoking weed is a form of expressionism. Its a way to relieve stress -- no I am not condoning it let me finish--. I made this quote up "you inhale problems and exhale solutions" to describe basically what you need to do. You need to find something that you can lose yourself in that will completely take your mind off of your problems. For me, its rapping/poetry. Try writing your pain out on paper to create art. It feels AMAZING.
And remember, nobody has a perfect life. I have secrets/demons/bad past too. I've been depressed, I've been there and done that. But I pulled through and I came out of it! You can too. You need to find your happy place and NEVER LET IT GO.
And remember, nobody has a perfect life. I have secrets/demons/bad past too. I've been depressed, I've been there and done that. But I pulled through and I came out of it! You can too. You need to find your happy place and NEVER LET IT GO.
Can I ask you a question? Having gone through all of this, would you have rather died as a baby and not been saved?
I've had a very painful life, I still struggle a lot from a past that haunts me. I wish I were never born.
I can relate with a lot of feeling and experiences you have gone through and are going through. Hang in there buddy!
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If you don't mind me asking, why do you get bullied? Do they do it in groups or is it just a couple ppl?
I used to get bullied and abused "by my friends" ALOT. It was so bad man. I would really like to help you.
I've had a very painful life, I still struggle a lot from a past that haunts me. I wish I were never born.
I can relate with a lot of feeling and experiences you have gone through and are going through. Hang in there buddy!
364bot said:
If you don't mind me asking, why do you get bullied? Do they do it in groups or is it just a couple ppl?
I used to get bullied and abused "by my friends" ALOT. It was so bad man. I would really like to help you.
Alt said:Can I ask you a question? Having gone through all of this, would you have rather died as a baby and not been saved?
I've had a very painful life, I still struggle a lot from a past that haunts me. I wish I were never born.
I can relate with a lot of feeling and experiences you have gone through and are going through. Hang in there buddy!
If you don't mind me asking, why do you get bullied? Do they do it in groups or is it just a couple ppl?
I used to get bullied and abused "by my friends" ALOT. It was so bad man. I would really like to help you.
Im very glad i was born actually, I've realized many things from life, they may bring you down, but it makes you stronger and just keep going, I am very succesful with my baseball career and im hoping to get into the University Of North Dakota.
and I got bullied by this group of kids, think they ran everything and yeah they are stupid pussies now.
Wow, I came to this thread thinking I would read some pathetic sob story.
After I read this, wow. Breaks my heart.
After I read this, wow. Breaks my heart.
I got a sad story ( not going into like a ESSAY )
I was six years old, sleeping, I heard a scream, It was my mum, here skin on her stomach/belly split, around 2 inches wide, I had to;
Call my nan,
call the hospital,
explain why I was calling at the age of 6.
And as it was just me and my mum in the house ( I don't have a dad / I don't know him ) They both got here at the same time... My mum was rushed to hospital, My nan stayed with me at home... She needed surgery... the next day I went to the hospital to see my mum ( I missed an amazing school trip because of it, but nothing gets in between me, my mum and my nan. I stayed by her side... And when she eventually came home, 6 weeks later, it happened again, and again, for 4 times. And one kind of recent, she was going to a shop in the morning, she fainted, I was in the bath, I got out the bath because I heard the phone ring, it was my mum, and she said normally ' I just fainted in the shop ' I went mental, and I wouldn't go to school because I worried about here... The end.
I was six years old, sleeping, I heard a scream, It was my mum, here skin on her stomach/belly split, around 2 inches wide, I had to;
Call my nan,
call the hospital,
explain why I was calling at the age of 6.
And as it was just me and my mum in the house ( I don't have a dad / I don't know him ) They both got here at the same time... My mum was rushed to hospital, My nan stayed with me at home... She needed surgery... the next day I went to the hospital to see my mum ( I missed an amazing school trip because of it, but nothing gets in between me, my mum and my nan. I stayed by her side... And when she eventually came home, 6 weeks later, it happened again, and again, for 4 times. And one kind of recent, she was going to a shop in the morning, she fainted, I was in the bath, I got out the bath because I heard the phone ring, it was my mum, and she said normally ' I just fainted in the shop ' I went mental, and I wouldn't go to school because I worried about here... The end.
Okay, well I notice I'm seeing this a little late, but I'll comment anyways.
I'm sorry to hear about your mom. I can't even imagine what that would be like. Sorry for your loss.
As for your question on if you will get addicted/hooked to marijuana, the technical answer, and the one I would agree with, would be no. You cannot be physically addicted to marijuana. However, it can become a serious habit, one that can be hard to break. I enjoy smoking a lot, but can go without smoking for however long, so it wouldn't affect me at all.
I'm sorry to hear about your mom. I can't even imagine what that would be like. Sorry for your loss.
As for your question on if you will get addicted/hooked to marijuana, the technical answer, and the one I would agree with, would be no. You cannot be physically addicted to marijuana. However, it can become a serious habit, one that can be hard to break. I enjoy smoking a lot, but can go without smoking for however long, so it wouldn't affect me at all.
Radical said:
You can't become addicted. Marijuana is nothing like any other drug. All I'm saying is that depending on the person, smoking too much, and too often can make it a bad habit. This would have nothing to do with the Marijuana itself, it would be completely dependent on yourself, and your personality.
People can become dependent on any habit, even things that aren't technically addictive, so I would be careful. I have experienced things similar to you. I experienced a very painful break up in January and the pain from it has not faded, even though I am dating someone else. I have been touched by deaths that have been very close to me. I'm fallen deeply into depression and clawed my way out, only to fall back in again. It is difficult. It remains difficult, but it's better to push yourself forward and push yourself to do things that are great for your life, instead of seeking remedies to heal the pain. Try not to let it consume you. When your mind starts going in a negative direction, distract yourself, empower yourself, find determination and fight your way through. You're stronger than you realize; We all are. Message me if you ever need anything or just feel like talking.
Message me if you ever need anything or just feel like talking.Radical said:This is my life story, sorry if you think its annoying but ive built up a lot of self confidence to tell and please no hate.
ok, so it all started in 2010, Me, my sister, my dad and my lovely mother were just having one of those lives, kind of a happy go lucky kind of life so far
Then I started seeing a girl named Chaussie, which I adored so dearly, she treated me like the most valubale diamond on a ring ever, she was so neat and interesting, it intreeged me to know more, we started talking, flirting and after about two and a half months, I was madly in love with the beautiful Chaussie S**** (Respect to her identity). We went out to movies every Friday, and i'd take her for dinner, it was honestly the most perfect thing in the world
Then, after about two years into our relationship (2012) I found out she was cheating on me. What I suspected and got out of the guy she was cheating for about, a little under a year. I was broke, I was ready to rip the face off this big ass line backer on the football team, the guy she was cheating on me with, but I couldn't do anything( Im 6'1 maybe 165 lbs QB of the football team, hes about 6'6 240 pure muscle and linebacker of the football team). So for a while I went into one of the darkest stages of my life, depression.
November 21, 2012,(month after my tragic breakup) Me and my dad and sister were watching a WW2 documentary, then we got a call from the hospital, my mom was driving home from work, living in canada the roads were shitty, but the cops had called us from the hospital, told us she has been hit by a drunk semi-truck driver, so we all went into shock and my dad drove us all the way over to the hospital. Then the doctor broke it to us, we had about 6 seconds to make up our mind, either let life take its tole and take my mothers life, or hope to god the doctor can revive her, which would lead her to be in pain for the rest of her life (doctor said it would feel like every bone in her body id breaking ever second how severe the pain was) this was the hardest choice of me and my families life.
We chose to let life take its tole and take her life...
My dad is now married to a girl, im not very fond of, no one can ever do the job my mom did, and the worst thing is, I didn't even get to tell her how much I loved her or even goodbye... I think of her every day and that will never stop.. I do have depression now, Im very soft spoken most of the time and ladt Wednesday I broke my leg playing baseball (just my luck)
I have resorted to pot, I've only tried it once, my dad has pot, hes in a lot of pain so he goes to that a lot (I don't support that decision but I see where he comes from)
When I was born, i was pronounced dead by a secondary ed. doctor, luckily my family doctor was there, both of my lungs had collapsed. My doctor had a feeling I wasn't down and out yet. They had all these machines running, and two tubes going into my body, reviving me. He saved me. I was in the hospital for 4-5 weeks and I was kind of healthy, I have asthma and lung problems. Then came the pot, i was having a terrible day and I tried it, I took some from my dads stash. Dropped out cold, found by my step mother she brought me into the hospital.
My question is, im scared of being a stoner tbh.. Will I get hooked?? I just don't want to be known as that.. ( no offense to all the weed smokers on FK )
Please help.
I hope you enjoyed my life story, please no rude comments, or statements.
Thank you dearly,
Mack
Please take time to explain why what I highlighted in bold, is basically in this video I found..
[video=youtube]www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yo0-Mst9IYw[/video]
Go to 0:26 seconds in video..
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