Ok so yesterday I found out that my girlfriend is in the hospital... But the most shitty part is that I was never told, I found out by looking at her tumbler. Today I am going to go over to her moms place and get her dads phone number, so I can talk to him. To try and see if I can get ahold of her, to see what is going on. Now I`m not really the type of person that worries, but I have a slight sense that something may be wrong because she has been battling depression. She has also been a cutter, now I have lost my mom to suicide. So this kind of thing is no laughing matter to me, cause I am not about to loose another important person in my life. She also is living in New York at the moment, and if I have to I will take money out of my collage funds to take a plane to see her. I will let you guys now how things work out.