Random said:Sorry for your loss I feel you man I still remember the call my mom got when I was four years old. Its hard to get through my prayers are with you.
Alt said:@Vape I have been through what you're going through. I lost my dad to an overdose when I was 11 years old. He too, was my best friend. It shattered me. It's been 9 years since he passed. I am so sorry buddy. I hope you have the support you deserve. I hope your dad is at peace. Let yourself cry, let yourselff hurt; don't fight it. If you need anything at all, you can PM me and we'll talk, or I'll just listen. </3
Vape said:Thank you so much man means a lot what hurts me the most he was coming to see me@alt
Fireworks said:Just think of it as his last thoughts were more than likely about you. And that he died with his son in his heart and smile on his face.
Vape said:I never thought I would share this but here it is
There's nothing worse then a deputy knocking on your door at 3:00 am in the morning telling you your dad had been in a fatal car accident and couldent survive the injuries hearing that I felt a like I had been punched in the stomach no longer to breath I am honestly sharing this with you guys I hope you guys can understand me and not make any rude remarks about this I have a son that can no longer see his grandpa this has literally sent my mom into the state of depression I am honestly trying to move on but there is this constant voice in my head my dad died hopefully I can move on I've gotta be strong on this please do not make any jokes about this it would kill me and people are probably thinking your pathetic kid and I know some members will understand my situation and my mother is still in the hospital thank you this is killing me inside my dad was my best friend and still up to date I have no longer have my friend with me I know he is an another place with the angels and I know he always in my heart and he is watching over me and that my 3 month old baby couldent meet his grandfather I hope I can move on from this dilema and take care of my family my mom my wife and my baby
-FK
Vape said:Thanks @amp I've been getting better man
Vape said:It would be nice whats your skype if ever need you @amp
Vape said:Thanks @savaged means a lot man
Savaged said:No problem, this is a good song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7IbQyG9PL4 maybe you can try taking a look at this also: http://www.helpguide.org/mental/grief_loss.htm