I am mostly always unhappy, but I brainwash myself to fake happiness, and set goals for the future, working everyday towards them, towards the money, towards my end game, thus when I achieve my end game my happiness will come.
But on another note I feel yeah friend, just got to find a balance to keep you happy each day. Pick something you love and try to incorporate it into your day each and every day
laughs and giggles can go along way, making each day a happy day.
And @emp don't say life is pointless, it very much has a point. Even if you don't see it yet/sometimes. I mean even little things count. People like me need people like you. Example: we don't even know each other but you are my friend, I come on fk and I am always more than happy to read your messages and posts and you make me laugh
even something as small as this proves your existance is valuable.your such a great person and you are probably even more great in real life if you realize it or not. In life you will travel as far as your mind will permit you to and with that said you have a brilliant mind. Lol I'm going to stop rambling on idk if I'm even making sence any more