So i live in a small ass town and dont really have anybody to talk to like this because some how it will get out and dont really know how people would react but dont really want to.
Now i think my life is going pretty good for the most part. I have a mom that loves me and also a dad but i dont get to see him that much. I got a sister that cares for me and my grades are pretty good except for English that ive just been lazy in. But the thing is, im lonely.
Now I have a couple "fuck buddies" (girls that we just have sex everynow and then) but i want a actual girlfriend, I want a girl where when i go out of town to text me just saying i miss you. I thought i was about to get one when this girl posted on one of my status on facebook to text her and gave her my number and we were texting for a little while and things seem chill jsut getting to know each other pretty well and then all of a sudden she stops texting. I know I may be a little immature but it just kinda gave me hope that someone near this small town may not be a slut but a good girl.
Does anybody else get this feeling of lonelyness that lives in a small town. I am hoping to move to Long Beach for my senior year and college so im sure ill find a nice girl out there but just want someone to like and love right now.
Tl,DR:im lonely
Sorry im just in a weird mood right now that i needed to share this somewhere and you are the lucky people i opened up to
Now i think my life is going pretty good for the most part. I have a mom that loves me and also a dad but i dont get to see him that much. I got a sister that cares for me and my grades are pretty good except for English that ive just been lazy in. But the thing is, im lonely.
Now I have a couple "fuck buddies" (girls that we just have sex everynow and then) but i want a actual girlfriend, I want a girl where when i go out of town to text me just saying i miss you. I thought i was about to get one when this girl posted on one of my status on facebook to text her and gave her my number and we were texting for a little while and things seem chill jsut getting to know each other pretty well and then all of a sudden she stops texting. I know I may be a little immature but it just kinda gave me hope that someone near this small town may not be a slut but a good girl.
Does anybody else get this feeling of lonelyness that lives in a small town. I am hoping to move to Long Beach for my senior year and college so im sure ill find a nice girl out there but just want someone to like and love right now.
Tl,DR:im lonely
Sorry im just in a weird mood right now that i needed to share this somewhere and you are the lucky people i opened up to