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Michigan

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If i had the balls id kill myself no doubt and no regret. Im just. Im scared of what id be leaving behind if anything. If i wasnt scared id be dead by now but i am scared and thats why im still breathing. Some days are just so fucking depressing i just wanna give up. Thinking about my future and school is just so stressful. Im just. Im scared of life. Im scared of the fact im growing up and im scared of killing myself. Sorry to sound like a "pussy" or a "fag" or whatever but i really really needed to get some of my emotions out. sorry
 
You realize you're only 15 right
 
It's really fucking annoying how you're doing this shit to get your post count up.
 
Noah said:
You realize you're only 15 right
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Thats the worst part haha. i want to kill myself yet i have my whole life ahead of me

Bape said:
It's really fucking annoying how you're doing this shit to get your post count up.
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Im oh so very sorry asshole? If you dont like my posts why dont you not open them? Piss off seriously
 
If @Noah is right, & you're only 15. This is an absolute joke, you don't know the first thing about stress.
 
Kawaii said:
If @Noah is right, & you're only 15. This is an absolute joke, you don't know the first thing about stress.
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But i do.. But im gonna let you think what you want because you know my life story correct?

Obscene said:
You are fucking retarded for even thinking about suicide.
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i know i know... But i mean hasnt everyone got thoughts like this before. or close to it
 
Bro, there is no need to stress over anything, stressing gets you no where in life, don't even think about killing yourself, you should be at this point planning your future ahead of you, doing things that you would love to do. Life is valuable, and was a gift from God. If you need someone to talk to, I'll gladly step aside, I'm 15 myself, and I stress about school, but I think fuck it, if I do well, I do well, if I do bad, I do bad, it's just one of those things, just put your best to it, and think from your families point of view what they would do if they found you dead, they would be scarred for life, that image, the final image of depression. Trying to think of the good but they can't. Just listen to me, you're 15 years old, and have a big future ahead of you which will be successful. I hope your okay.
 
Mike said:
Why kill yourself, that seems like a waste of time.
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waste of time... ahaha. I mean technically yes but from my standpoint not neccesarily
 
Obscene said:
No, most people are logical and don't see pussying out of life as a solution to their problems.
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thats true... I mean you look at it differently but i really do appreciate your feedback. thank you dude
 
Killing yourself gets you nowhere in life...








If you catch my drift.
 

That actually made me smile. Thank you so much dude.


Thats true. But i really do try to be grateful for everything i have. But trying and doing is a different thing
 
Michigan said:
thats true... I mean you look at it differently but i really do appreciate your feedback. thank you dude
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Please promise me, if you do kill yourself you will be original about it. You will not take the pussy way out. ex. Do not hang yourself, Shoot yourself, Slit your wrist/throat. Thanks
I recommend, drowning in a pool full of pudding or jello.
 
Casual said:
Killing yourself gets you nowhere in life...








If you catch my drift.
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Lmaoo bruhh hahaha i catch your drift. thats a good way to put it

Mike said:
Please promise me, if you do kill yourself you will be original about it. You will not take the pussy way out. ex. Do not hang yourself, Shoot yourself, Slit your wrist/throat. Thanks
I recommend, drowning in a pool full of pudding or jello.
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I promise i will be creative man lmao i will try the jello thing in your honor ahaha
 

Well i never said im not going to im just scared. Maybe i will do it. not to sure but you have a good point daquan. ty
 
If you're having difficulties you're doing it right. Don't think things will be easy for you, and if it were you'd grow up to be a bitch. At 15 your problems are more than likely in your head. Take a step back and think about how petty bullshit really is, you'll see things in a new light. Years from now you'll be able to look back and realize how stupid you were at this point in your life.
 
Michigan said:
That actually made me smile. Thank you so much dude.
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That's okay man, think ahead of you, don't doubt yourself, you were put on this planet for a reason.
 
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