I have a huge problem with drugs that has ruined my life and made me loose many people I cared or gave a fk about I have a problem with meth and xanax I've tried many times to overdose and kill my self because of the shit I deal with constantly I really don't know how much more stress I can take I'm on the verge of snapping and having a mental breakdown so I result to doing alot of drugs to find peace... I know none of you give a fuck about what happend to me or where I have been but I'm not in the right state of mind right now peace