Loooooooooool, you're 17. Your life hasn't even started yet, bud. Stop worrying about little shit like friends that aren't considered family and as for your mother... If it's one thing I've learned, women can be compared to a roller coaster. Take it from a guy whose mom is bipolar, so deal with it. Fucking teenie weenies wanting to take their lives over shit like this? Then again, I can't talk... I feel like killing myself whenever I decide to make a sandwich. So much work in the process of making one. Man the fuck up, you're one of the few I actually enjoy on this parasitic weeaboo infested forum.