I just feel like im not wanted. a few years ago everything was great, i had tons of friends and me and my parents went out and did stuff together. well now i think ive hid rock bottom. ive always been a great kid, and ive done good in school and ive never got into trouble. well this year was all horrible so far. ive started doing weed, drinking alchohal and im getting into fights with my parents everyday. and yesterday i went to the skatepark to skate and just try to not feel so depressed. well my best friend tommy was there and he wouldnt even talk to me. everyone thinks im a dick and i dont want to be that type of person. and i just dont have any true friends right now and i just dont know what to do. i dont want to be like this. and my only true friends right now are my weed and my board. and ive actually thought about killing myself and i just dont know what to do. i just want to me the old me, have friends, get along with everyone, do stuff with my family.i just dont know what to do. im actually crying typing this and i just feel unwanted. i just want to get high and run away from my problems. i just feel so depressed and horrible
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dude cheer up its just highschool shit gets better trust me when i was in my freshman year of highschool i was put in a place for being suicidal bc of pressure and family issues but now everything is over i mean life still has there ups and downs but it does get bettter just dont go down that road of being suicidal it sucks and also try talking to someone it helps hope this helped you bud
im in the eighth grade. and i dont want to be the stoner ghetto kid that skates all day, and doesnt have any more friends. i want to be the old me that everyone liked, my parents would care about me and go to my skateboarding competitions, was drug free and actually liked life. and had a wonderful girl that cared about me until i told her i hated her and wanted her out of my life
yeah, well i dont think i was, well im might have been, but i walk into school feeling like nobody gives a fuck about me. and all the friends i have right now are two faced dicks that talk shit behind my back. but my old friends, the ones i want back wont even talk to meHope said:well were u a dick 2 ur friends or were u a nice guy to them that also makes a difference plus u might lose more friends from the switch to highschool and i skate still ive been skating for over 8 years now
well i mean u had to have done something was it the smoking or drinking bc theres kids in middle school that were like anti everything and if u were friends with them and u did that they wouldnt talk to u but that was like 4 years ago but its a possibility
no, i started smoking and drinking after everything went downhill. i was just nice to all my friends but i just guess i didnt hang out with them enough or what.. i just dont know. like they will kinda talk to me but they will call me a fag behind my back. and the only true friend that i have now is my best friends cody and tyler, but they go to different schools and they dont really like me since i smoke weed nowHope said:
im sorry bud but u need new friends they sound like complete assholes like u sound like a chill kid so im kinda clueless on y there calling u a fag and shit behind ur back but when u go to highschool you will meet a shit ton of new ppl and the school year is almost over so just hang in there
lol reapers got a point i mean like were tryna help u dude
lol reapers got a point i mean like were tryna help u dude
People don't want to be friends with you because u are doing stuff that is different to them at their age. You are smoking weed and drinking alcohol and that probably way to weird for them at this day and age. But trust meh, when you go into your freshmen year you will be cool because everyone will be beginners at that type of shit and you will be a boss at that shit. It just is different for them right now and they don't like drastic change. It will get awesome
I agree somewhat, people mature a lot in high school. I didn't have the best middle school time, but high school will be better.Kill said:People don't want to be friends with you because u are doing stuff that is different to them at their age. You are smoking weed and drinking alcohol and that probably way to weird for them at this day and age. But trust meh, when you go into your freshmen year you will be cool because everyone will be beginners at that type of shit and you will be a boss at that shit. It just is different for them right now and they don't like drastic change. It will get awesome
Gumm said:
I have been there, and done it all. I am not trying to be rude or anything but I guarantee you don't have any real friends. 75% of people when they die can count their true, and real friends on one hand. The other 25% can't even name one. At this point in my life I don't think I have one real friend. Sure I have a bunch of friends. Hundreds actually. But I can't say that I seriously have one real friend. Probably never will considering the way people in my town are, and how I am. My town is fake as fuck. Trust me you think you have hit rock bottom, I can honestly name at least 1 thing everyday last week that makes all your problems all together look like nothing. You will get over it man. It's a part of life, just live it. Ki8lling yourself is not only extremely selfish but its a cowards way out. Life is all about surviving. So survive. Yeah your best friend Tommy isn't talking to you, fuck him. Don't talk to him ever again. He starts talking shit beat the fuck out of him. You don't need him. As for family goes, fighting is completely regular. I get into it all the time with family. If I can last a day without getting into at least one argument in a full 24 hours than its a pretty big surprise. It's compeltely normal. As for the weed, and alcohol goes. It's probably your way of reliving stress as it is for me as well. It's not necessarily bad, unless you start selling nuggs, or growing it. Alcohol is fine if you don't drink and drive or drink way too much. Either way trust me you are in probably the prime of your life. Live it up, and don't think about the little things. You will have years, and years to think about the little things. Right now just live it up, and enjoy the good life man.
I also should mention that you might think what I say is stupid but that is fine. Most will, but when you get older you will be like, you know what that dumbshit Philly on ForumKroner was compeltely right. Those piece of shit friends I thought where real friends 10 years ago aren't around and I don't know shit about them anymore. Maybe not, maybe you will be one of the lucky ones to be able to hold onto a few friends over time. I have no idea. But the chances are so slim I am confident I am right. Considering every single thing you said in your post I literally have done word for word for many many years.
thank you philly, i actually do believe you. and i guess i will just wait it out until highschool. and i truly dont have any real friends. there all just fake ones that act like there my friends but behind my back they arentPhilly said:
First things first, do NOT do anthing stupid!
Second off, i am almost in the same situation as you bro. I smoke weed to feel good, not to fit in. My mom always gives me shit and i am sick and tired of it. I might be moving out, but when i think about it in different views, it seems like a bad idea because my mom loves me (and im SURE yours loves you) and she just doesn't want to lose you. Internet friends are cool too! Sometimes i get on xbox just to get away from everything and kick it with my "online friends." All and all, just wait it out until you can move out and maybe in with a girlfriend, or a friend. I hope you do better and feel better bro.
Second off, i am almost in the same situation as you bro. I smoke weed to feel good, not to fit in. My mom always gives me shit and i am sick and tired of it. I might be moving out, but when i think about it in different views, it seems like a bad idea because my mom loves me (and im SURE yours loves you) and she just doesn't want to lose you. Internet friends are cool too! Sometimes i get on xbox just to get away from everything and kick it with my "online friends." All and all, just wait it out until you can move out and maybe in with a girlfriend, or a friend. I hope you do better and feel better bro.
I was in a similar situation, lost my 2 best friends then my dad left and my life completely fell apart. I quit high school and started playing xbox everyday, then i picked up smoking weed and that was my way of making everything feel normal and OK. Now almost 3 years later i am in college full time, still smoke weed everyday and i have new friends. Don't let them bring you down, keep your chin up.
By the sound of your dilemma I would suggest you should confide with a trained counsellor and not a forum. Your what 13, 14 or some shit? Your friends probably disapprove of your actions and instead of having the knowledge of confronting you considering their age, of course they are going to ignore you instead of telling you to quit your shit. Talking about suicide? What will that achieve besides causing emotional suffering and trauma for your family and anyone close to you, they will be inclined to mourn over your selfish actions when you could have seeked professional help. I have encountered a lot of dark shit over my time and I can still throw up rainbows.
I was in a very similar position 4 months ago, it nearly destroyed me. I was having such a good life with a ton of friends like by shit ton of people and it just turned :/all my friends other than 1 just basically fucked me over and all hated me... just like that because i made embarrassing mistakes in my life (never fucked one of my friends over in anyway i was probably the only legit person in that group). That one person who is a true friend to me i have known him since birth basically and i generally believe we will be friends for alot longer.
I have one month left of my time in school then i get a massive holiday and get to go to college after, im hoping for a new start and im going to college where no cunts from my school are going =]
Also i wish someone said to me back then what Philly said in this thread as that would have made me feel better, until the next morning at school.
Writing this has brung a tear to my eye as im remembering all the shit i got back then :/ i wish you luck with your future Gumm you seem like a good person really.
Be easy on him Dean mate
I have one month left of my time in school then i get a massive holiday and get to go to college after, im hoping for a new start and im going to college where no cunts from my school are going =]
Also i wish someone said to me back then what Philly said in this thread as that would have made me feel better, until the next morning at school.
Writing this has brung a tear to my eye as im remembering all the shit i got back then :/ i wish you luck with your future Gumm you seem like a good person really.
Dean Winchester said:
Be easy on him Dean mate
