I can never be happy ever.

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I started a new school a week ago I met this girl and I fell in love with her. She was kinda weird but I liked her because of it. I joined the musical to hang out with her for three extra hours. She was my first and only friend she made happy after I thought I couldn't go on anymore. We talked for hours on the phone and texted all the time.

Today after school police came to my door and said she killed herself. I was her only friend so they came and talked to me about what could have happened to cause it.

She texted me that she needed someone to talk to and I didn't reply because my phone was on silence. Now she is dead.

I uploaded a picture of her on my IG today too.
 
May you link me a picture to her on here?

And I am sorry to hear that man.. I had a huge mistake last week myself you probably already know of.

But if you need to talk, just let me know. I am here for you man.
 
If you say you fell in lvoe for her but didn't reply to her text when she needed someone to talk to, that's not love...

Regardless I hope you don't blame yourself, you couldn't of known she would do something like that, and believe I have been where you are right now... It will get better.
 
Bit said:
If you say you fell in lvoe for her but didn't reply to her text when she needed someone to talk to, that's not love...

Regardless I hope you don't blame yourself, you couldn't of known she would do something like that, and believe I have been where you are right now... It will get better.
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I'm a bit flustered. My phone was on silence. I didn't respond because I didn't see it.
 
Pun said:
I'm a bit flustered. My phone was on silence. I didn't respond because I didn't see it.
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Don't listent to what bit said. He doesn't seem to understand anything.

@bit, you cannot feel what @Pun is feeling right now, so don't tell him what he thought he felt. You are not him.
 
Can I ask how old she was?
And don't blame yourself for her death. I'm sure she wouldn't want you ending up the way she did. You'll move on and find happiness eventually.
But I can understand that it's rough at the moment, just keep your head up.
 
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@Pun This really sucks. I'm sorry for you bud. :(
 
I honestly don't think I can take this. My brother died and people made me want to kill myself. I didn't go to school my 2nd week at school a girl that finally made me happy killed herself and I could have stopped it.
 
I am so sorry to hear this

That is so sad, how did she do it? (not that it matters)

I really am sensitive to suicide. The thing is people judge people from the outside or how they appear behind a screen or a smile. You can never really feel what they feel on the inside. To have life be worse than the feeling of death is one of the worst thoughts. People cover themselves in ink, cuts, and battlescars. Some people never heal its true, but its all in your head, and thats where it starts and can end. Don't limit yourself @Pun and don't be sad. She died having a friend who cared about her, she was appreciative of your acceptance. She was isolated and no one could fix that. I know the feeling.

Stay gold pun
If you ever need help please call me. I helped @Ecstasy when he was in need (Talked an hour and 16 minutes) and I have an interesting life opinion if you ever want to talk, PM me ill shoot you my #
Please, I really don't mind. Just don't do anything your grandma wouldn't. Need I say more?

Much love!
(no homo)
 
Bit said:
If you say you fell in lvoe for her but didn't reply to her text when she needed someone to talk to, that's not love...

Regardless I hope you don't blame yourself, you couldn't of known she would do something like that, and believe I have been where you are right now... It will get better.
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"I didn't reply cause my phone was on slient." Please fucking read.
 
I just told this girl I'm talking to about this, we have been having a conversation about it since this thread has been up, I'm so sorry for you man..
 
Dude first Narc's friend now this? Man, I'm sorry this happened to you bro... at least you found a female to love. Girls just don't want to be friend's with me :( Keep her deep in your heart. And also don't you ever think of killing/harming yourself. You're Pun, my best anime friend, and a beloved member of FK. I saw the pic, she was beautiful btw.
 
Very sorry to hear this m8. Shoot me a PM want someone to talk to.
 
Hollywood said:
Dude first Narc's friend now this? Man, I'm sorry this happened to you bro... at least you found a female to love. Girls just don't want to be friend's with me :( Keep her deep in your heart. And also don't you ever think of killing/harming yourself. You're Pun, my best anime friend, and a beloved member of FK. I saw the pic, she was beautiful btw.
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My friend was killed in a mall shooting though.
 
I'm thinking there may have been something else that caused her to do what she did... Maybe family problems idk
 
Ecstasy said:
Don't listent to what bit said. He doesn't seem to understand anything.

@bit, you cannot feel what @Pun is feeling right now, so don't tell him what he thought he felt. You are not him.
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Uh yeah I can cause I am in a way responsible for a girl killing herself, in an almost identical scenario, only she said she was going to, I presumed she was just trying to get attention and start drama though, like she liked to do.

Houston, we have a hater.
 
Sin said:
Stop arguing over this shit, @Pun is feeling like shit rofl, lets be there for him.
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Right? Thank you.

FYI, I was trying to be there for him, then of course haters attack me and are quick af to try and take a shot at me, even at poor pun's expense... Y'all need some fucking shame.

@Pun I sent you a PM, if you need someone to talk to I would be glad to.
 
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