Feeling down lately.

[Michael]

Hi, as many of you are a lot more older then I am, I'm sure you all have so much advice to offer. I'll start off with a little background:

I'm in high school, one of those students with a few friends, never popular. I've had a lot of family problems since the start of high school; debt, death, anger, etc. I am the youngest out of a family of 5 (including parents), I'm 14 years old, my family don't talk to me much as well as my siblings. I basically come home from school, go in to my room and either sleep or go on the internet. They don't ask me how my day was, if I'm okay, simple things that get to me. They're all very close but not with me, that's not the major problem though.

At school, I used to get bullied a lot which resorted to me attempting to take my own life, I was unpopular -- had minimal friends and I was teased a lot. I then realised that if I make a name for myself I won't get bullied & that's exactly what I did. Won't go into detail as there is a lot of violence involved haha.. I am also diagnosed with OD (Oppositional Defiant Disorder). I get angry extremely quickly which results in me saying things I normally wouldn't when I'm not angry.

I've been feeling down, I feel un-needed & worthless, I feel like I'm going crazy. I wake up, go to school, come back, sleep/internet, repeat. This routine is really getting to me & I'm not the type to go out & play sports, etc. I do rarely go out but it's usually by myself. I feel like I can only rely on myself. I also met a girl, a girl I cared for more than anything, I thought I loved her (I don't even know what love, I'm 14 haha), and yeah she basically turned me down for a douche.

I don't even know what to do anymore to be completely honest. Just needed to let this out, thanks to those who listen.

 

[Difficult]

Trust me when I say this, wait for college. In college you pursue what you love, this puts ou into a situation where most people are going to be almost exactly like you. Famous quote time! If you're going through hell keep going. hope this gives you something to look forward to

 

[Dunk]

If you're pig through he'll keep going. hope this give you something to look forward to

What the hell are you talking about?


Op: Bro, just keep your head up. You got a alot coming to you, like college, work, girl friend(s). Non of this school bullying/girlfriends doesn't matter, just try hard on school work and you could probably score a nice ass job you can keep. And don't worry about that girl, there's plenty fish in the sea.

 

[Michael]

Thanks a lot guys, I appreciate it a lot. I just don't currently know what to do. Also on side note; I'm not stupid enough to take my life so that won't be happening.

 

[Difficult]

My fucking autocorrect on my phone I just fixed it you nignog

 

[Rick Harrison]

You just gotta keep focusing on the future and how things WILL get better, man. As for the girlfriend thing, don't sweat it. There are gonna be plenty more in the future. I'm not much of a ladies man, but I've had a few chill girls in my life. Just keep your head up, dude. If you ever need to talk, don't hesitate to message me. I'm always here

 

[Michael]

Thank you all so much for the positive advice.

 

[Terror Squad]

It really sucks that you're own family isn't there for you, those are the people that should be with you no matter what. I'm sorry you have to go through that, but yes definitely, life for you will be alot better out of highschool. You'll have way more freedom and meet alot more people. Keep your head up, soon enough you'll look back and laugh at the time when you thought life was crappy.