Do I think you're mentally unstable?

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The world doesn't seem real to me. Nothing seems real to me. I can't talk to others for two reasons:

1. I get nervous and want to run away or cry
2. I get tried of them and act cruel and think constantly about them dying. Like exactly how and how I'll get away with it.
I don't know why, but the latter happens more.

I've watched porn since I was 9 after my cousin went to jail after molesting me. I'm now 14 and my sexual thoughts are so intense that I wouldn't be surprised if I act on them.

I can't go to therapy because I don't trust therapists. I don't like someone digging into my thoughts. I already believe some people can read thoughts. So when I'm outside, I try not to think.

Group projects disgust me because the other kids are so stupid. I always take over the project and we make a good grade. They just want to joke around and play.

Friends? I don't want them. My mom has always tried to make me make friends but I don't want them and never have. It makes her sad. She's the only person in the world I feel some compassion for. Probably not as much as the "normal" person, but still some compassion.

I let people beat me up because I like the feeling of being beaten up. I'm like a masochist I guess. and I also like to hurt others. One time I scratched this boy and seeing the blood made me happy. The rich color, the nice smell.... makes me feel good just thinking about it. I think I'm a sadist.

I cut myself to see the blood,
to smell that wonderful smell,
to taste the wonderful taste.

After I'm done I then wipe the blood off with kleenex and keep them. I have an entire collection under my bed.

I don't know, don't think I'm all that normal. But owh well, I'm not doing that bad either.
 
You seem to have very high levels of sexual awareness, but your lack of social skills will never get you any poontang.

Seeing as you have a very close relationship with your mother -- and are enticed by the aroma and taste of blood -- she may be able to help you in more ways than she thinks:

Invite your mother into your small circle of feelings and explain to her that if she really wants you to find friends, she needs to give you the guidance and experience that comes with having a real-life, sexually active relationship.
Get her while she's on her period and you get the best of both worlds.
 
Dude......I'm just fucking crazy.
 
Anonymous, you're so fucking wrong why the hell would someone have sex with their own mother.
 
LOL you being a doctor. LOL sorry (or is it true?)


Nice HQ posting though.

I'm just fine, I have friends I can do basically whatever I want when I want.. I'm pretty stupid at times but I'm pretty wise at most times.. I'm a little bored at times.. But I usually find things to do when I'm bored like that.
 
I never do anything in school because I don't agree with the system. It is not a measure of your intelligence but of your capacity to learn. I have done SAT tests. I am top 1 percentile vs Americans of my age and top 2 against British people of my age.
 
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