Okay the reason I am making this thread is not for people to feel sorry for me (Not like any of you do care) Or not to get rep out of people for feeling sorry for me I am making this thread because basically my life is just shitty overall and I just want to talk about it.
What goes on in my daily life.
So everyday I have to wake up at 5 am in the morning because my parents leave for work extremely early and I am busy watching my little brother who is 4 and he hit's and is always screaming at me and there is not anything I can do about it as he does not listen to me at all. So this makes me upset everyday honestly.
Then when it comes to online stuff.
Okay so when it comes to online stuff I mainly deal with ps3 and instagram.
When I get on instagram I get a bunch of hate from people because no one really likes me and they all say I am ugly or need to Kill my self and this legit hurt's my feelings because I am just a 14 year old kid just trying to relax than when I do deals with kids I get scammed everytime and I keep going first.
Everything i have been scammed out of (Attacks Practices xboxlives alarm The kik geography qcks e9t the ig backbone and the list goes on)
And than when it comes to ps3
Everyone hate's me on there so I end up getting booted all day and i can't get online on anything most of the day. Plus I get made fun of alot for the way I look.
Let me explain why I don't go first.
I don't care who you are I have a really bad vibe going first to anyone I have really bad anxiety and start hypervertilating everytime I go first and they don't keep me posted or respond with the info right back. As I have been scammed to many time's and at this point when I got scammed out of alarm I started cutting myself.
My life just really sucks right now and I really might call it quits right here but I don't know any suggestions??
Bye.
What goes on in my daily life.
So everyday I have to wake up at 5 am in the morning because my parents leave for work extremely early and I am busy watching my little brother who is 4 and he hit's and is always screaming at me and there is not anything I can do about it as he does not listen to me at all. So this makes me upset everyday honestly.
Then when it comes to online stuff.
Okay so when it comes to online stuff I mainly deal with ps3 and instagram.
When I get on instagram I get a bunch of hate from people because no one really likes me and they all say I am ugly or need to Kill my self and this legit hurt's my feelings because I am just a 14 year old kid just trying to relax than when I do deals with kids I get scammed everytime and I keep going first.
Everything i have been scammed out of (Attacks Practices xboxlives alarm The kik geography qcks e9t the ig backbone and the list goes on)
And than when it comes to ps3
Everyone hate's me on there so I end up getting booted all day and i can't get online on anything most of the day. Plus I get made fun of alot for the way I look.
Let me explain why I don't go first.
I don't care who you are I have a really bad vibe going first to anyone I have really bad anxiety and start hypervertilating everytime I go first and they don't keep me posted or respond with the info right back. As I have been scammed to many time's and at this point when I got scammed out of alarm I started cutting myself.
My life just really sucks right now and I really might call it quits right here but I don't know any suggestions??
Bye.