Crying. Messed up.

I understand you are hear for attention but even trying to post about suicide to get attention isn't the answer but heh maybe I'm just a dick but thats what you get for coming to FK for sympathy

I've been where you are before. Philly created the Life Support section because of a thread that I made, which was later deleted, but nevertheless I know exactly how you're feeling. Fuck I've had a really shitty day today too. If you want to PM me, my inbox is open.

Dreams said:

I understand you are hear for attention but even trying to post about suicide to get attention isn't the answer but heh maybe I'm just a dick but thats what you get for coming to FK for sympathy

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Seriously if you passed away, no one would notice. You're such a cock for saying that.

@Boltage how lol. You are posting this on forumkorner.com. This is for if not a little attention.

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@Boltage how lol. You are posting this on forumkorner.com. This is for if not a little attention.

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If he is, then let him be? You don't have to be so low to put someone down like that. That's why your reputation is the way it is.

@Dreams you don't know if it's for attention. If it is so what? Get the fuck off of his thread, it could be serious and you're making it worse you dumbass. Go gag yourself you moron.

I don't usually post in these sections, but I thought I'd pitch in - I've gone through a lot of shit as well, I can definitely relate to how you're feeling (at this point of time; it DOES get better).

Don't let your moods get in the way of how you think; I know this is relatively hard to get your head around, especially when you're depressed, but depression is there to make you feel like crap, try not to give in to it by associating with self-harm/suicide, and don't get me wrong this is just, (if not) harder than simply changing how you think.

Suicide is not the answer, people kill themselves because they can't cope with life anymore, right?
They want relief.
Relief is a feeling, and if you're dead, you won't feel that "relief" you're wanting.

If I had the choice to go back say 2-3 years ago for X amount of money, I wouldn't, it was a living hell, battling with my life and my brain, I felt most vulnerable at that time of my life.

You should be proud of yourself for managing to deal with it for 2 years straight, I guarantee you everyone here that's posted has that respect for you.

I could go on for an eternity about this, but I won't, I've said what I think I should say.

If you ever want/need someone to talk to, (this applies to anyone), you can always message me, I've struggled with mental illnesses my whole life.

I think its pretty selfish to even mention suicide tbh. That is 100% Selfish.

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Seriously if you passed away, no one would notice. You're such a cock for saying that.

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I'm not saying you're not right to be mad, Im just saying..

"if you passed away, no one would notice."

that's a mean thing to say period. to anyone.

We are subjected to an intense complex of obedience and cultural conditioning by means of deceptive religious indoctrination, corporate advertising, mainstream media, the schooling system, nationalist propaganda, and defeatist parents and guardians, which plays a grand factor in the breeding of the anxiety and depression so many of us endure. Our nurtured nature to obey without rejection has rendered us with an inability to take recognition in our innate power to cultivate desired environments.

Dissatisfaction of your given circumstances does not necessarily entail that you have a mental disorder, however, perhaps, an awareness of the overwhelming oppressive dynamics we're subjected to. This, tied together with the adversity of personal affairs, then, only naturally would you feel compelled to submit to a seemingly permanent status of defeat and stagnancy.

The escapist behaviors of self harm and suicidal thoughts are highly unproductive and self-destructive responses to suffering. They simply perpetuate your affliction and offer no prosperity or potential to transcend the complex, driven by the unthinking majority. Find motivation for transcendence in your pain and channel it to cultivate an initiative for desired environments and circumstances. You will transcend your depression, only when you understand that you are your own oppression.

Life is awesome, in the true sense of awe. Don't let these trivial adversities obscure the immense beauty that is life; the Universe; Reality.

Dreams said:

I understand you are hear for attention but even trying to post about suicide to get attention isn't the answer but heh maybe I'm just a dick but thats what you get for coming to FK for sympathy

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There's a fine distinction between seeking attention and seeking help.

Hey just know your life won't be like this forever. Don't let stuff affect you man.

@Cann!bal you're right I apologize. Guess I feel its just selfish to even mention suicide :/

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@Cann!bal you're right I apologize. Guess I feel its just selfish to even mention suicide :/

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You shouldn't apologize, just learn.

I've attempted suicide before because of stress and a girl I loved but paths changed. I learn from these kind of things and those things don't bother me as much. Yeah past issues always comes back into life, but you grow from it. We still talk, just differently then before. You will be fine, I'll admit it will take time, but you're strong enough to handle it. If you handled it before, you could handle it now.