Bleed to Sleep

[supahmanross9]

i may have an idea now why people cut themselves.
it can be either of two things:
sometimes emotional pain becomes too overwhelming it becomes necessary to physically feel the pain. the red marks on your skin suddenly seems fascinating. the pain becomes real or sometimes you just need to feel something. you've been numb. pain is a feeling. you feel pain, you must be alive.

 

[anjville]

I tried cutting myself and forming my name on my wrist for one simple reason - the curiosity of pain. The drip of my blood as I formed the letters was indeed fascinating. I then related myself to those people who are glad to self-mutilate themselves just for the joy of cutting. It is psychotic and pathetic where we usually see it from those people who are emotionally unstable and lack of self-esteem. The pain is really overwhelming but there is something about the pain that makes them do it again and again. They become numb so they increase the intensity of cutting and bleeding.

My curiosity started when I somewhat saw someone with a word "Leviathan" on his arms and on the next day, I saw another cut again but this time its his name on the opposite arm where I still saw fresh blood and not so new ones. He really wanted to feel alive and to do that he cuts himself!