I always Overthink everything and always worry about everything. I look at my family as my everything in my life. They care for me, take care of me, love me. That's all I really need. But I always worry about losing them. It makes me so upset and just so nervous of the trouble going on around us that what if my brother gets shot? Like.. I don't know if I'd ever be able to go on. We always see stories on the news about people being killed but I always take it into consideration that it could be me or my brother and just get all upset. Anything to calm myself?