(This thread is for venting, not asking for opinions/giving them. There is no reason to reply to a post in this thread. Use a PM if you must reply or post a thread if you really want help.
I figured I'd post this thread for all of you who just need a place to vent about someone. Here you can write a message to your ex, boss, parents, friends, enemies, etc.
Sometimes it just feels good to let it out.
I'll start. (Only putting it in spoiler for those who only want to see the main point of this post)
I figured I'd post this thread for all of you who just need a place to vent about someone. Here you can write a message to your ex, boss, parents, friends, enemies, etc.
Sometimes it just feels good to let it out.
I'll start. (Only putting it in spoiler for those who only want to see the main point of this post)
To M,
Sometimes I wonder if you actually understand how bad I hurt for you. It's not so much that we aren't together, but the way you've become. We've both changed so much. I try to be here, and be understanding. I try so hard to show you how much I care. As much as I wish that things could go back to the way they used to be, I know they wont. Sometimes I get fustrated with myself; I feel like that somehow I'm responsible for the type of person you've become. I know that if I would of asked, that you would of said it wasn't, but I promised you that no matter what I would always be there for you to make things okay. Sometimes I just get so confused, I feel like you want me to be the kind of person I try to be, but when I try to help you, you just push me away.You're the only person I have in my life that I can tell everything to. But what happens when I need somebody to tell how much I just miss you. Or when we're not okay and I just need someone there for me. It only took you a few months to become the biggest part of my life, and you've been it ever since.
Sometimes when you're scared, or when something's wrong, you tell me you love me. When you tell me this, I hurt so deep inside. It just makes me want to rip my heart out because of the longing I have to be able to hear you say that, and to say it myself, all the time like we used to.
I miss you so badly it physically hurts me every time your name goes through my mind. Every day for the past 3 years it's hurt. But I won't admit it.
Sometimes I wonder if you actually understand how bad I hurt for you. It's not so much that we aren't together, but the way you've become. We've both changed so much. I try to be here, and be understanding. I try so hard to show you how much I care. As much as I wish that things could go back to the way they used to be, I know they wont. Sometimes I get fustrated with myself; I feel like that somehow I'm responsible for the type of person you've become. I know that if I would of asked, that you would of said it wasn't, but I promised you that no matter what I would always be there for you to make things okay. Sometimes I just get so confused, I feel like you want me to be the kind of person I try to be, but when I try to help you, you just push me away.You're the only person I have in my life that I can tell everything to. But what happens when I need somebody to tell how much I just miss you. Or when we're not okay and I just need someone there for me. It only took you a few months to become the biggest part of my life, and you've been it ever since.
Sometimes when you're scared, or when something's wrong, you tell me you love me. When you tell me this, I hurt so deep inside. It just makes me want to rip my heart out because of the longing I have to be able to hear you say that, and to say it myself, all the time like we used to.
I miss you so badly it physically hurts me every time your name goes through my mind. Every day for the past 3 years it's hurt. But I won't admit it.
