What should i do...

[Pepsi]

Okay well. Im the baby of the family.. And i got ALL the attention like my sisters would be happy to see me and shit. One sister moved out to college and one sister had a baby. The baby gets all the attention, i dont mind that, but like now all my and my sisters can do is fight. We were really close and idk what to do now.. It sucks soo bad. And my mom and me were EXTREMELY close and now we barely talk. She used to work 1 job and now she works 2 and i barely see her. We live under the same fucking roof and i talk to her maybe 2 hours a week from when we used to have dinner every night. And when we do talk, its about my grades, trouble im in, or something bad. She cant see the positive in me anymore.. She complains about how me and my sister thats in college fight and how she never sees her but i swear to god she sees her more then me. She travels to all her volleyball games and leaves me at home. After my mom gets off work she goes to see my niece and she'll get home around 11:00 so i wont be up. She also got a boyfriend and if she gets off work early they go walk or go to dinner and leave me behind.

I cant take this.. My family litterally split and they take it out on me.. Idk what to do. Ive thought about suicide and attempted it but now i know its the pussy way out and WONT DO IT.. I need help guys..

 

[Ellen]

Suicide is ignorant in my opinion. Why don't you just talk to your loved ones instead of posting on a forum.

 

[Pepsi]

Suicide is ignorant in my opinion. Why don't you just talk to your loved ones instead of posting on a forum.

I have. They dont seem to care anymore. My mom only cares about her boyfriend and grandaughter and my sister only cares about coming home and seeing my mom... I cant fucking take it anymore.

 

[Ellen]

Chill your bean dude... Life is too shit to turn to suicide.

 

[Pepsi]

Chill your bean dude... Life is too shit to turn to suicide.

im not going to commit suicide. its not worth it.. Im just seeking help if anyones been in simular shoes as me.. im open for anything..

 

[Cann!bal]

Suicide is ignorant in my opinion. Why don't you just talk to your loved ones instead of posting on a forum.

He's trying to get peoples opinions before he approaches the problem.

 

[Dom Kennedy]

You to me just need to reach out to more of your friends and try not to think about it.

 

[Pepsi]

You to me just need to reach out to more of your friends and try not to think about it.

I dont have very many friends and the ones that i do probly wouldnt care..

 

[Cann!bal]

Okay well. Im the baby of the family.. And i got ALL the attention like my sisters would be happy to see me and shit. One sister moved out to college and one sister had a baby. The baby gets all the attention, i dont mind that, but like now all my and my sisters can do is fight. We were really close and idk what to do now.. It sucks soo bad. And my mom and me were EXTREMELY close and now we barely talk. She used to work 1 job and now she works 2 and i barely see her. We live under the same fucking roof and i talk to her maybe 2 hours a week from when we used to have dinner every night. And when we do talk, its about my grades, trouble im in, or something bad. She cant see the positive in me anymore.. She complains about how me and my sister thats in college fight and how she never sees her but i swear to god she sees her more then me. She travels to all her volleyball games and leaves me at home. After my mom gets off work she goes to see my niece and she'll get home around 11:00 so i wont be up. She also got a boyfriend and if she gets off work early they go walk or go to dinner and leave me behind.

I cant take this.. My family litterally split and they take it out on me.. Idk what to do. Ive thought about suicide and attempted it but now i know its the pussy way out and WONT DO IT.. I need help guys..

Me and you live similar lifes, I have a brother that left to france for college and I have a big sister with a niece. So I keep in touch with them via facebook, maybe you could try that. If you want get close to your family just tell them that you want to hang out and talk more. They'll most likely understand.

 

[Cann!bal]

I dont have very many friends and the ones that i do probly wouldnt care..

I'm sure they would care.

 

[Pepsi]

Me and you live similar lifes, I have a brother that left to france for college and I have a big sister with a niece. So I keep in touch with them via facebook, maybe you could try that. If you want get close to your family just tell them that you want to hang out and talk more. They'll most likely understand.

See heres the thing. My sister with the kid lives right up the street and she feeds me on a day to day basis. Not my mom.. Idk where i went wrong or anything. Shit became so fucked up in matter or days.. To the point where i dont even want to live at home anymore.. And my parents are divorced and my dad abuses me.. So i cant live there.

 

[Cann!bal]

See heres the thing. My sister with the kid lives right up the street and she feeds me on a day to day basis. Not my mom.. Idk where i went wrong or anything. Shit became so fucked up in matter or days.. To the point where i dont even want to live at home anymore.. And my parents are divorced and my dad abuses me.. So i cant live there.

You should talk to your sister and see what she thinks would be the best idea.

 

[Pepsi]

You should talk to your sister and see what she thinks would be the best idea.

She will run right to my fucking mom who gives her all the money she asks for.. This is soo fucking confusing.. words cant explain it.

 

[GENIUS]

Sucicide is not an option. Anyways I would try to get a hold of your mom, tell her to take a day off and spend the day with her and maybe even got sister. Then the three of you should get together and have a nice long chat and tell them how you feel

 

[Chappy]

Embrace it; feel good that you have time to be alone by yourself. My brother and step-dad moving out along with my mom getting a job has been one of the greatest experiences ever. The house is practically mine! Don't even come close to thinking about suicide in a situation like this. There would be no reason to kill yourself over something more good than bad.

 

[Pepsi]

Chappy. If I could go back to the days where my whole family was in one house and it was chaotic I would. I miss those days when everyone loved eachother instead of fight..

 

[Ohm]

I really dont know, take some cash and run?

Or you can just try to go along with it, smoke some weed and get over it

Na, sorry, I know these answers suck, I wouldnt know what to do.

 

[Cann!bal]

I really dont know, take some cash and run?

Or you can just try to go along with it, smoke some weed and get over it

Na, sorry, I know these answers suck, I wouldnt know what to do.

Turning to drugs is never a option. Neither is running away from your problems.

 

[Pepsi]

Well. In all honesty my friend smokes weed. And he wanted me to with him. I have a few times. I feel on top of the world. All my problems dissolve and I'm happy again.. But I don't want to get caught in drugs and shit. I mean I will occasionally at a party but I don't really want to be 'that kid' that does drugs and shit..

In other news.. I talked to her about it. There were lots of tears on both ends and she said she wants to spend more time with me and alot of it results in money issues and how I use to much..