What happened to me?

So yeah, I used to be this big forum guy. Posting a lot on many forums, got promoted a lot, then I moved on to working with opensim and decided to take a break from that because its sorta been going a bit of everywhere. But what has happened to me, I mean I work almost every day of the week now at a popular store chain, I work practically everything in the front of our store as I am one of the few trained to do all of it. Because of this, I am making good money... but... I seem to have no personal life anymore... I want to get back to work on my VPS cause I am paying for it and its just sitting there, yeah I still have a few clients on one of my hosting services which I keep up with, but its like I am in a rut...

It's easy to get into that rut.
Sometimes you need a break from all the posting / forums etc.
Things like that happen and sometimes after a nice little break, you get the drive to get back into it.
A lot of the times, it can be more rewarding and fun if you take a breather, which it seems like you have.

What I really need is a break from work

Sooner or later you'll come to a point in your life where internet and forums are not as important as real life any more.
Accept it.

Welcome to real life.

If you really need is a break from work, take some vacation days or something.

I would like to work, I think it would be nice to have some extra cash to spend places... But I dont have a job besides mowing my neighbors lawn.