Honestly man, I too feel the same way sometimes; like my life is just a disappointment, and I should just end. The thing is, when you think negative, you just make your life that much worse. Just go communicate with new people, make some friends. When I'm feeling down, the comfort of my friends is the only thing that keeps my mind off it. Just keep your head up brother. If you need someone to talk to, SERIOUSLY hit me up on aim. We probably share some of the same problems. My aim is "A.stral". Stay strong man.