Because it is 1:20 AM right now, and no ice cream shop is open, and nobody will sell a 20 year old a bouquet of balloons this late at night, they would think I am trying to steal little children.
Follow what your instinct tells you to do @Poison but whatever happens I hope your ok and you should get through it fine. Your post touched me it was very heart warming but upsetting at the same time.
I am having the same kind of problem ATM but with my mum and dad not getting on, they have been married 42yrs though lol, there running out of things to say to each other. I'm smack in the middle.
I'm not in any situation to give much advice at the moment, as I'm struggling on just as much myself.
However if I have to suggest anything, it would be to listen to music - as much of it as you can.
I've recently been having similar problems. I've been straying from my family and at one point I was diagnosed with depression. I've been a lot better as I've been occupying myself with schoolwork and my girlfriend. But nice been acting negative towards my mom who has abandoned my siblings and I and movies to Tennessee to get married to a guy she's only been dating for a few months. My advice to you is to just do you bro, live your life and do what you think is best. Go with you gut. If your dad kicks you out make him regret it. You will always have my support and the support of your other family here on FK. Good luck bro.