You have to do these kind of things in life unfortunately. You must go ahead with it. Whilst understanding how easy that is for me to say. This is a necessary thing you have to do. Because if you ignore it, you will be a lot worse off. There's many things I wouldn't do in my life if my Dad didn't force me. Which is why I'm glad he does. You may need someone to force you into this. The women that will be dealing with this is likely to be a very nice person. Hence why she was chosen for this situation. You will be fine if you go through with it, I assure you.