I hate to sound like a whiny little b*tch but I like FK so if I'm going to tell anyone about this, why not you guys 
So last week I had to put down my dog Shasta. She was a border collie and she lived a great life. Ever since I had to put her down I haven't been the same without her. The house just feels empty now and sometimes when I wake up in the mornings, I think she's still alive for a second or 2 and then reality comes back.
On top of all that my mom has had dangerously high blood pressure ever since we had to put down my dog. 5 days ago I had to call 911 because her blood pressure was 185 over 90 and just last night I had to call 911 again because her blood pressure was 194 over 92. I'm honestly scared of my mom dying from this.
Again i hate to sound like such a p*ssy about all this but it has taken a big tole on me and I just am looking for any advice to relieve this bs stress.
So last week I had to put down my dog Shasta. She was a border collie and she lived a great life. Ever since I had to put her down I haven't been the same without her. The house just feels empty now and sometimes when I wake up in the mornings, I think she's still alive for a second or 2 and then reality comes back.
On top of all that my mom has had dangerously high blood pressure ever since we had to put down my dog. 5 days ago I had to call 911 because her blood pressure was 185 over 90 and just last night I had to call 911 again because her blood pressure was 194 over 92. I'm honestly scared of my mom dying from this.
Again i hate to sound like such a p*ssy about all this but it has taken a big tole on me and I just am looking for any advice to relieve this bs stress.