This is my story.

Pacino

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Never tought I'd talk about this hwre but I really needed to vebt and since you guys are more open minded than my friends:

I was 8, my brother was 14, he tought me everything about sex and fucked me. Then, I went to a friend and fucked him in school's toilet. Now I'm 14 and this story us still blowing my mind and make me sort of depressed... Because of this, I got questionably gay last year but I decided to stay straight. Anyways, I forgave my beother and I'm sure he became straight because of the girls he fucks. I think he forgot about this... I don't know... I love him now and don't want to bring back bad memories.

The End.

Please don't troll :/
 
I don't know if this is serious, or if this is a troll. If it serious, don't even worry. I want you to confront your brother about this and ask him why he did such a thing. Maybe he had a very bad past with it and had it let it out this way. Remember, it is in the past. I do believe this is a physical and physiological traumatic experience and I want you to know that there is help for you. Processing trauma-related memories and feelings can be extremely painful, but it will pay off. This is how you are to help fight it:
  • Discharging negative energy
  • Learning how to regulate strong emotions
  • Building or rebuilding the ability to trust other people, especially your brother

I know you can get over this, you have thousands of members behind your back, brother. You need anything at all you let any one of us know, we're here for you no matter the experience. Especially me.
 
Dear @Chic,

Don't worry, brother. I understand that you did not have to open up to us about something so deep and dark, but you are being honest (I would hope) and being honest with yourself is the strongest energy you could ever imagine.. I am a firm believer in finding what the truth is, and since you found a little light at the tunnel and built strength to publicly tell us random strangers over the internet, that I feel you know who you really are.

Don't sweat the bad past, we all have a dirty past, like myself, @Michael and I could name two handfuls of users here. You are backed by a strong support like here, Chic. Don't forget that. You are a stronger person and you said yourself that you are learning to love yourself and your brother again.

*If you ever need anything, let me know...
 
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