Don't really call these poems or raps or whatever, just stuff I wrote when I was happy or down I guess.
Dad
alright
you come into my life every once in a while
i dont like you now and i never will so stop bein in denial
sit down and just think of the shit youve done
told me youd be here for me but you turn around and run
you think its ok to come say hey to me after leavin
fuck that i dont have a dad thats what im beleavin
the next time you try to say hey to me dont expect an answer
i dont give a fuck no more even if you had hiv or cancer
the fact i have a brother that ive never seen
just proves to me you aint nothin, i mean
what did you fuck his mom and leave her too
not even show up to see him enter this world beautiful and new
i despise you with everything ive been through
just stay away and go find another girl to please you
no better yet fuck that go live your life in a hole
you dont deserve the life you got be happy you got your soul
cause you aint got nobody not me or my brother
but I thank you for showin me what not to be
not to be a dad that was never there when i needed em
imma give my kids the dad i never had
cause imma never let my kids sittin around bein sad
wonderin why their dad never came around
as soon as im 18 im hittin the road gettin the fuck outta this town
joinin the marines and becomin a man fightin for your freedom
and if i die im dyin proud cause i know im goin to the lords kingdom
alright
Death of a Young Girl
The darkness creeps up behind you viciously,
it starts to trap you in a corner and thoughts roam your mind continuously.
You hear a faint call of your name behind the fallen night sky,
a dark outline of a man comes torwards you, holding a
knife in his left hand and in his right a bottle of rye.
With your hands holding your legs while in a feable position,
you start shaking while wishing for a quick transition.
The figure of death is slowly coming from the dull color shade,
a split second later you feel pressure on your neck from a sharp rusty blade.
With blood streaming from your neck down to the ground,
your last words painfully saying I'm sorry and tears clashing
with the red liquid, the time was left purposely unwound.
A young girl found dead with a rose left on her chest,
repeated the morning paper at it's best.
End
Why does this world bring us down to our knee's?
How come we can't just be ourself and become free,
Instead of crying and raging over depression that takes us no where.
After all this pain wake me up, this has to be a dream,
No, it's life, the devil is calling you to redeem.
Sometime and somewhere our body will go into enternal rest,
So live life and in the end, try and hope to the best.
Don't get stuck up in all this anger and depression,
Follow the man above and believe without a question.
But even the happiest people get brought down,
It's life... No matter how bad you hold it in.
We all become defeated in the end.
Fallen too soon
How could this happen?
Just the other day we were sitting there laughin..
This world is filled with things to put you down.
I tried to fight for you, but it's clear I lost.
You told me I deserved better, but I want you, no matter how much it cost.
I can't understand how you told me you can picture us fallin in love.
Sometimes I just can't help but to question the man above.
Why is that the "nice" guys are the ones to always get hurt.
Everytime I look at my arm, I am reminded of you.
Because this was the arm i held you in, and you told me you felt safe... I had no clue.
Thank me for giving you a reason to smile again?
Well thank you for giving me trust issues, again.
I see you in my head everytime I blink..
Why did I care so much.. it hurts when I try to think.
But, that's life and I have to try and move along.
I'll just go back to my old ways, maybe it's where I belong.
Fun with a gun
Don't take a step further or you'll make me commit a murder.
Stand in your footsteps is your only test, move an inch and i'll put you in eternal rest.
When I opened the envelope your picture was in my face, good thing you're a nobody in this world and just a big disgrace.
With my crosshairs between your eyes and you standing there in pain, I can't help but to laugh as I think of this bullet entering your brain.
When I pull this trigger within a split second you'll be dead, laying in a pool of blood with thoughts leaking from your head.
I slowly pull the trigger then felt the kick of my gun, I say so myself.. Damn this was fun
Get better
When I think of you, you fill my mind;
There’s no more thinking room I find.
I’ve never had such thoughts before;
I’m lost in you, whom I adore.
I think no more of mundane things,
Like common pleasures that living brings.
I just think of you, and I’m filled with dreams;
To keep your love fills all my schemes.
I wish I had a magic wand
To make your pain go away;
I'd wave my scepter over you
Until you were okay.
But there is no magic scepter, so
I cannot cast a spell;
Just know you're often in my thoughts,
And I hope you'll soon be well!
Dad
alright
you come into my life every once in a while
i dont like you now and i never will so stop bein in denial
sit down and just think of the shit youve done
told me youd be here for me but you turn around and run
you think its ok to come say hey to me after leavin
fuck that i dont have a dad thats what im beleavin
the next time you try to say hey to me dont expect an answer
i dont give a fuck no more even if you had hiv or cancer
the fact i have a brother that ive never seen
just proves to me you aint nothin, i mean
what did you fuck his mom and leave her too
not even show up to see him enter this world beautiful and new
i despise you with everything ive been through
just stay away and go find another girl to please you
no better yet fuck that go live your life in a hole
you dont deserve the life you got be happy you got your soul
cause you aint got nobody not me or my brother
but I thank you for showin me what not to be
not to be a dad that was never there when i needed em
imma give my kids the dad i never had
cause imma never let my kids sittin around bein sad
wonderin why their dad never came around
as soon as im 18 im hittin the road gettin the fuck outta this town
joinin the marines and becomin a man fightin for your freedom
and if i die im dyin proud cause i know im goin to the lords kingdom
alright
Death of a Young Girl
The darkness creeps up behind you viciously,
it starts to trap you in a corner and thoughts roam your mind continuously.
You hear a faint call of your name behind the fallen night sky,
a dark outline of a man comes torwards you, holding a
knife in his left hand and in his right a bottle of rye.
With your hands holding your legs while in a feable position,
you start shaking while wishing for a quick transition.
The figure of death is slowly coming from the dull color shade,
a split second later you feel pressure on your neck from a sharp rusty blade.
With blood streaming from your neck down to the ground,
your last words painfully saying I'm sorry and tears clashing
with the red liquid, the time was left purposely unwound.
A young girl found dead with a rose left on her chest,
repeated the morning paper at it's best.
End
Why does this world bring us down to our knee's?
How come we can't just be ourself and become free,
Instead of crying and raging over depression that takes us no where.
After all this pain wake me up, this has to be a dream,
No, it's life, the devil is calling you to redeem.
Sometime and somewhere our body will go into enternal rest,
So live life and in the end, try and hope to the best.
Don't get stuck up in all this anger and depression,
Follow the man above and believe without a question.
But even the happiest people get brought down,
It's life... No matter how bad you hold it in.
We all become defeated in the end.
Fallen too soon
How could this happen?
Just the other day we were sitting there laughin..
This world is filled with things to put you down.
I tried to fight for you, but it's clear I lost.
You told me I deserved better, but I want you, no matter how much it cost.
I can't understand how you told me you can picture us fallin in love.
Sometimes I just can't help but to question the man above.
Why is that the "nice" guys are the ones to always get hurt.
Everytime I look at my arm, I am reminded of you.
Because this was the arm i held you in, and you told me you felt safe... I had no clue.
Thank me for giving you a reason to smile again?
Well thank you for giving me trust issues, again.
I see you in my head everytime I blink..
Why did I care so much.. it hurts when I try to think.
But, that's life and I have to try and move along.
I'll just go back to my old ways, maybe it's where I belong.
Fun with a gun
Don't take a step further or you'll make me commit a murder.
Stand in your footsteps is your only test, move an inch and i'll put you in eternal rest.
When I opened the envelope your picture was in my face, good thing you're a nobody in this world and just a big disgrace.
With my crosshairs between your eyes and you standing there in pain, I can't help but to laugh as I think of this bullet entering your brain.
When I pull this trigger within a split second you'll be dead, laying in a pool of blood with thoughts leaking from your head.
I slowly pull the trigger then felt the kick of my gun, I say so myself.. Damn this was fun
Get better
When I think of you, you fill my mind;
There’s no more thinking room I find.
I’ve never had such thoughts before;
I’m lost in you, whom I adore.
I think no more of mundane things,
Like common pleasures that living brings.
I just think of you, and I’m filled with dreams;
To keep your love fills all my schemes.
I wish I had a magic wand
To make your pain go away;
I'd wave my scepter over you
Until you were okay.
But there is no magic scepter, so
I cannot cast a spell;
Just know you're often in my thoughts,
And I hope you'll soon be well!
