Okay guys i stated before that my house was being foreclosed on and that i had been hacked and all sorts of other shit, well i got a chance to get out and get to my friends house to update you guys today so here it is.
Okay my computer: planning on selling it right now its at my friends house where i use it to talk to you guys.
my house: its gone, I'm living at the shelter right now because my friends parents cant have me staying there (sad but I only have one friend) so that sucks.
I am still going to school but as some of you may know i had myself "taken" from my family as in the fact i made myself an early adult. (I still am in contact with my family but i refuse to go and live with them as i need to grow up as I intended on this journey i decided to take.) so yeah its hard to do any homework at the shelter not many places to go for some quiet time but there never really has been for me anywhere that i've been.
I went to the doctor to get some help for my depression and shit few days ago and my guardian (hes a lawyer that is my "guardian" who helps me handle things a parent would have to if i were still a "child") had him write me out a prescription for some medicine i've been taking them since then and it doesn't seem to be helping yet. I've had quite a few nightmares and bad memories flashing through my mind constantly during this time, I am trying to find a new job but I'm not doing well at all. I have about $97.39 to my name and that is whats left from paying off some bills and shit a little.
as for my recent scam report from jmceezy, I am probably going to be banned since i cant prove i was hacked but yeah as for anyone who can tell I havent been doing well anyways.. and like i saw on my thread "sorry" a person said why would i hack you if i wasnt even going to be able to use the items and stuff? well thats a good point why would i? i honestly wouldnt be able to use any of the shit if i had hacked you jmceezy I'm sorry i was an indirect accesory to your account being hacked but I really trusted the guy whoever it was (i still dont know who it is but i must have trusted him as i never download or run ANYTHING that someone i don't trust gives me)
back to life: I've been contimplating suicide for the past few days (not from the medicine although i think it may be increasing the thoughts as to why i stopped taking it today but they havent subsided)
to Kev if your reading this, hope i get to talk to you soon bud you make me laugh all the time. sorry I still cant pay you back for that rsgp but I'm trying as hard as I can.
~Blaze.
Okay my computer: planning on selling it right now its at my friends house where i use it to talk to you guys.
my house: its gone, I'm living at the shelter right now because my friends parents cant have me staying there (sad but I only have one friend) so that sucks.
I am still going to school but as some of you may know i had myself "taken" from my family as in the fact i made myself an early adult. (I still am in contact with my family but i refuse to go and live with them as i need to grow up as I intended on this journey i decided to take.) so yeah its hard to do any homework at the shelter not many places to go for some quiet time but there never really has been for me anywhere that i've been.
I went to the doctor to get some help for my depression and shit few days ago and my guardian (hes a lawyer that is my "guardian" who helps me handle things a parent would have to if i were still a "child") had him write me out a prescription for some medicine i've been taking them since then and it doesn't seem to be helping yet. I've had quite a few nightmares and bad memories flashing through my mind constantly during this time, I am trying to find a new job but I'm not doing well at all. I have about $97.39 to my name and that is whats left from paying off some bills and shit a little.
as for my recent scam report from jmceezy, I am probably going to be banned since i cant prove i was hacked but yeah as for anyone who can tell I havent been doing well anyways.. and like i saw on my thread "sorry" a person said why would i hack you if i wasnt even going to be able to use the items and stuff? well thats a good point why would i? i honestly wouldnt be able to use any of the shit if i had hacked you jmceezy I'm sorry i was an indirect accesory to your account being hacked but I really trusted the guy whoever it was (i still dont know who it is but i must have trusted him as i never download or run ANYTHING that someone i don't trust gives me)
back to life: I've been contimplating suicide for the past few days (not from the medicine although i think it may be increasing the thoughts as to why i stopped taking it today but they havent subsided)
to Kev if your reading this, hope i get to talk to you soon bud you make me laugh all the time. sorry I still cant pay you back for that rsgp but I'm trying as hard as I can.
~Blaze.