Every morning that I wake up, grab the bong and I bake up
Feeling lower than ever but fuck happiness i'll fake it
Every day it's the same shit, work out, post, and toke up
Got new hair, and style, hoping that you'll just notice
Look past that cause i'm a person with a real heart and emotions
To forget about you I had to waste bills and keep smoking
I Just wanna get past the bullshit, but more and more I'm feeling lost
Constantly reaching out for help but they all think he's a lost cause
Every step is one step further away, how do I return
Had a whole life ahead but I threw it away, just to burn
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