You're welcome to be an Admin whenever you want, just talk to eXore and me, but I can already tell you that you deserves to get it back, sadly I see you need to leave. I'm honestly confused why would you want that, you may had done something wrong, but that doesn't mean that you don't deserve to be an Admin. You've been here for some time than I did, and so I respect you. You stayed as an Admin since the date that XeroStorm got created. I know how you feel, I gone through the same position than you do right now, and I think you should take rest from the whole web for a week or two, you need some fresh air to get things as they were before. You've always been a good guy to talk to, sometimes a bit overhyped but still a good guy, and you've brought many, many member to the site, and always told me to bring more members to the site which I myself failed, and I'm thankful for all your duties on here, and more. I'm not happy in any way, and I want you back.
Note my advice and take a rest for 1~2 weeks, and close down your computer. It'll help you think okay since stress can kill a person, sadly.
I could of write more, but I think it's enough, don't stop believing in yourself, you learn from your own mistakes.
~ Simba