edit:
so...i totally fail at reading dates. i totally thought this thread was only a few days old and that today was 2/3 not 3/3 T__T sorry for the dead bring back to life
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dude,
im new here, but reading this thread is hard.
its deep man.
first i wanna say dont kill yourself it wouldnt be worth it. think how much you would hurt the ones who cared for you.
life has many opportunities for different things.
have you ever done sports or things like that?
idk how active you are but look up parkour and the history of it.
its a way of life and helps alot of people.
i see parkour as a way of getting over obsticals not only outside but in your life to get where you need to be.
im gonna have to agree with the meds i wouldnt take any either if i was down and such. i dont even take any when im sick but its
because i just dont like taking medicine dont wanna make my body weak.
but dont worry man no matter where you are in life. there are people who will help you. dont kill yourself
you WILL get through everything and you will look back and be like.. dam.. thanks guys