One day i was WATING FOR THE END, then i got a PAPER CUT on my finger and i didn't want to BLEED IT OUT because then i might FAINT. Then I would end up CRAWLING to a hospital but i would never make it because i had GIVEN UP a long time a go. I realized WHAT I'VE DONE and i am BREAKING THE HABIT but IN THE END i knew i was NOT ALONE and i needed to get to SOMEWHERE I BELONG. Soon my finger was NUMB and it really hurt, FROM THE INSIDE i was screaming!