Last post ever probably

Hello everyone.

Wow.. just wow. I have been away for so long from this site.. or should I just say the, "internet".
I am an oldtimer.. kind of become admin for a bit.. left due to inactiviy..

So, what has happened in my life the past 6 months? I am 15, and was a hardcore gamer and thought I had no potential no where else besides sitting on my rear and becoming a script kiddie. I was seriously getting good. Learning client injection, hooks, all that crap (knowledgeable for later in life if I want to continue my little RuneScape fetish) and then a girl basically flipped my life from, absolute loser.. To just wanting to experience life. I had chased her for two months. We went to parties.. movies.. parks.. everything :nice: Then I just kept chasing her.. she never wanted me I don't think. Then I had an emotional time at the park with her and she started saying she just wanted to be friends. I cried all my tears out. I left there thinking to myself.. I am just going to be friends. Later on I started seeing her one my terms. She wanted to come see me! I was like, sure.. only if you buy me my drinks.. She actually did :nice: So things were going good until another girl I had been talking to (the love of my life..) had been saying she cared for me and stuff.. I then did a stupid test.. I said I was ending life to both of them and (now has cost me the love of my life) was seeing who cared the most. Stupidest thing ever. Never do it. Bites you in the bumb like a 13itch. So I did it anyway.. The girl of my life was so scared she was going to do it also if I did.. so I decided to say I was stopping my "suicide" attempt.
For the people saying I am stupid, please do. I have done some stupid things and suicide is nothing to joke about. I have failed to commit it but I was lucky I did.
So then another two months had gone and I had spent my time with the girl I want to spend the rest og my life with. I did have sexual activities with her. Yes, it's better then ornpay. A LOT BETTER :thumbsup: So then I started realising.. those two girls were once bestfriends.. they are gonna start talking about stuff. So I realised I had been lieing to the other and saying different to the other one. So now I had to sort it out. With the girl I love. I know, 15.. in love.. I know. All a load of crap. Anyway.. so I got busted tonight by her and my lieing.
I sent her the truth saying I am not suicidal and that i have kissed her friend.

Well guys.. she wont ever see me again. I really feel bad but I guess I got to keep going..
I need some help though :wink3: just some cheerin' up.

I love Rune Gear. It was my first home when I loved RuneScape since 2004. Came here last year lol :nice:

I am on the verge of doing something stupid.. I feel so down.

I admire your honesty
You're stupidity however.. That's a whole new level of stupid ^_^
But hey your 15, you've got a lot to learn

Don't let it get you down though kiddo, shit could be a lot worse and besides, if you're happy, who cares what happens? Enjoy it while it lasts.
You've got the 'love of your life,' embrace it, just don't pull anymore stupid shit anytime soon

If you need help with girl stuff, PM me. I know how chicks work

Now go have some fun..

This is the funniest good bye post I've ever seen.

Theres places for this sort of thing, helplines and such.

A runescape forum is probably the worst place i could imagine to put this.

one of the few good members are leaving :shocked2:
remember me?

You're only 15, you've a whole life left to live. Don't give up on 2 girls, more will come later.
But I'm glad you didn't suicide.
And goodbye, never saw you on this forum though.

f*ck, and I sit at home eating Kraft Dinner.

Ending your life because of two petty teenagers?
There's plenty more fish in the sea mate!
Chin up and move along, you won't find your true love if you are so emotionally attached to everything/everyone.

Zennywop! WOW! It's been awhile! You remember "Krypton"?
Also, good luck with the ladies.

Honesty goes a long way. Can't believe I would post it here but it was my first home on the internet.

Atleast you know your good at manipulating.

I remember you being a fag a while back, I'm glad you've changed.