Oh no.. This sucks man, I'm going to miss you so much. I can't believe you leaving . Well man, whatever will make you feel better. Stay strong, keep your head up and follow your dreams. We're all here for you, and always will be.
Farewell, I am also in the same boat as you as far as addiction to runescape and depression. I have managed to actually break me addiction from it and only play for fun now, but I still use it to get away from problems and most of the events I skip with friends and stay home on forums and rs etc is just simply because I know I wouldn't fit in there anyway. Good luck in the future.
Josh! You were one of the only reasons that I decided to stay and be on RG instead of leaving right away. Oh well, I wish you the best of luck in your life and I hope that you find yourself again. I might be taking the same path as you soon because I have looked at my life and realized what this stuff does to you. :/ Message me on skype.
-Colin