Welp. I hadn't signed in for almost exactly one year, but after coming back for a week or so, I've decided to stay. At least for a while.
I used to be a "HQ" member. I remember I had upgraded other members, made a tutorial, had my own custom award, and done other giveaways all before 100 posts. I only posted when it I had something to contribute. I just went through my posts and saw near my departure I became someone I would consider LQ, immature, and someone that genuinely isn't me.
I completely cut off all forums because I realized how depressed I really had become, and I needed to focus on my real life. Now I can say I'm happy, which is something I hope everybody can truly say. I've made some great friends over the last two years (I quit about two years ago but still came back occasionally) and I've decided it wouldn't hurt to be in this "scene" again.
Back then I was here for the Gamertag section, but now I have no interest in that, and just want to be a member of the community. I noticed not much has changed on the site since I left, except none of my friends (that I'm aware of) are still active. If we used to talk feel free to send me a PM. I hope to come back and contribute my part to the forum. I've always thought rep was a problem, so I won't be giving any positive rep, however, I'll gladly give out a negative rep. I want to be considered HQ and I hope to inspire others to focus on HQ posting instead of being worried about their stats. One goal I currently have is to save enough money to purchase a usergroup, when one becomes available, start off with myself, and gradually expand. Although, I am a very busy person and my only free time is late weekdays and the occasional weekend. I'm sure I'll visit occasionally during the day, but for the most part that'll be when I'm on.
Anyways, I think I covered the bases of my return. I hope to see you around.
I used to be a "HQ" member. I remember I had upgraded other members, made a tutorial, had my own custom award, and done other giveaways all before 100 posts. I only posted when it I had something to contribute. I just went through my posts and saw near my departure I became someone I would consider LQ, immature, and someone that genuinely isn't me.
I completely cut off all forums because I realized how depressed I really had become, and I needed to focus on my real life. Now I can say I'm happy, which is something I hope everybody can truly say. I've made some great friends over the last two years (I quit about two years ago but still came back occasionally) and I've decided it wouldn't hurt to be in this "scene" again.
Back then I was here for the Gamertag section, but now I have no interest in that, and just want to be a member of the community. I noticed not much has changed on the site since I left, except none of my friends (that I'm aware of) are still active. If we used to talk feel free to send me a PM. I hope to come back and contribute my part to the forum. I've always thought rep was a problem, so I won't be giving any positive rep, however, I'll gladly give out a negative rep. I want to be considered HQ and I hope to inspire others to focus on HQ posting instead of being worried about their stats. One goal I currently have is to save enough money to purchase a usergroup, when one becomes available, start off with myself, and gradually expand. Although, I am a very busy person and my only free time is late weekdays and the occasional weekend. I'm sure I'll visit occasionally during the day, but for the most part that'll be when I'm on.
Anyways, I think I covered the bases of my return. I hope to see you around.
