It in not easy to learn spanish on your own, i'm not kidding, you need to get a teacher or some books, that will make it much easier, i've learned dutch and english by my own but it took me years and now i know them, by teaching them.
Try to read books and have your teacher so you can learn better. It's not that easy to learn things with yourself. If you have online friends, try to ask them if they can teach you some words or vice versa. I know some foreign languages through my online friends and I love it. It's just a suggestion. Goodluck with your goal.God bless ^^
I won't repeat the comments above that are correct. You can also find on internet many service websites such as Fiverr, Freelancer, Odesk... that can help you to find an online teacher. And if you google search, you can find plenty of sites related to languages courses. Try to compare the prices and read if people are satisfied before joining an online course. :Wink: