I feel like a fuck up.

[Craig]

Hey guys so I've been inactive for a little while but I'm now back for the time being.

The reason I created this thread is cause I've been feeling like a complete fuck up in life, I steal shit all the time for no reason at all. I try to stop but keep doing it in the end, and now it's straining the relationship between me and my family. I feel like I'm trapped in a never ending cycle that will only worsen with my actions. Giving up on life is not a option, and I need to get my shit together. I have to talk to people on the Internet rather than my own family because of the awkwardness I feel when I try to make conversation or vent. I'm sorry for bringing a sob story as my first post back, it's just I've been needing to clear my mind.

 

[Throwback]

Dude, it's the same thing for me.

 

[Jamil]

I feel kind of the same way. Only difference is that I don't steal.

 

[Lion]

Everyone gets worse before they get better. Just try as many things as you can and communicate to anyone any way you can. I recently went through the same thing, the only thing that keeps me going is my friends.

 

[Craig]

Dude, it's the same thing for me.

Yeah I truly want to do better in life it's just as soon as things start going good, I catch myself slipping and fall back into my old ways and get myself fucked.

 

[JohnnyG]

What type of things do you steal? Start making $ online so you don't need to steal.

 

[Throwback]

Yeah, it feels like a circle of "suck"

 

[Vape]

I mean whats the temptation that's causing you to steal?

 

[Craig]

What type of things do you steal? Start making $ online so you don't need to steal.

I steal anything that I can make money off of, Bikes, Shoes, Laptops, and really any other type of electronic.

See I'd love to make money online it's just I've never really known how to, I'm sure I could sell stuff on here it's just I don't have anything good enough to sell or anything to sell at all.

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I mean whats the temptation that's causing you to steal?

Money.. Nothing more nothing less, all my life I was never given shit. So I had to take matters into my own hands at a young age and I've been making cash this way ever since.

 

[JohnnyG]

And what are you spending the money on? lol

 

[Vape]

I steal anything that I can make money off of, Bikes, Shoes, Laptops, and really any other type of electronic.

See I'd love to make money online it's just I've never really known how to, I'm sure I could sell stuff on here it's just I don't have anything good enough to sell or anything to sell at all.

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Money.. Nothing more nothing less, all my life I was never given shit. So I had to take matters into my own hands at a young age and I've been making cash this way ever since.

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Ive suffered depression for a year if you need help pm me mate

 

[Craig]

And what are you spending the money on? lol

Whatever I needed or wanted, When I was 14 I always had bands cause me and some "friends" used to car hop and I was pulling over $150 every time we did it. Now when I get money though it's gone in minutes cause I'll spend it on squares, or some weed.

 

[Kassie]

No one online is going to be able to help you aside from being able to listen to you. You should probably swallow the awkwardness and get some help in real life from your family. You need people to help force you quit what you're doing and get better.

 

[Porsche]

yeah dude im the same way, its like i have to have like itunes, MSP, and XBL Gold like right now so i use my parents money. i know its bad and i feel guilty after every time i do it and its just like an addiction and i have no clue how to stop. It has helped me by me getting my own job and earning my own money but sometimes i relapse and i know its east getting the money but for me i started to appreciate it little more by earning it myself. goodluck with your situation man.

 

[Craig]

yeah dude im the same way, its like i have to have like itunes, MSP, and XBL Gold like right now so i use my parents money. i know its bad and i feel guilty after every time i do it and its just like an addiction and i have no clue how to stop. It has helped me by me getting my own job and earning my own money but sometimes i relapse and i know its east getting the money but for me i started to appreciate it little more by earning it myself. goodluck with your situation man.

Wow that's hands down the best advice I've ever been given, I mean don't get me wrong I've tried to get jobs but I never get hired in because I don't have a diploma. With the way shits been going for me it would be best to go for my GED, then do a couple years in a community college.

 

[Miles]

I do this sometimes too. I don't steal things rather I steal money (use parent's credit card) it's an addiction man. I now tend to just separate myself from the numbers and get myself away from their cards - I delete the numbers from my account and stuff and try to not go get the number again.

 

[Critical]

Just start selling drugs, stealing is bad.

 

[Craig]

Just start selling drugs, telling is bad.

I already plan on asking my brother in law for a front to sell, so I could start making some money.

 

[Pun]

Dude honestly I thought this thread was about you trying to smoke with your granny and she sent you to rehab. You should ask for help though.