Don't know what to do anymore.

Matigo

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Finally got on a computer today.

I havent been doing great, my mom and dad kicked me out so now I live with my friends, which is not that nice.

I am broke, no job and I barely can get to school.
My girlfriend is pregnant and almost left me for my best friend.

AND for the past week I have been in the hospital because I tried killing myself multiple times.

Thats where I have been, still wanting to leave this world forever.

Not trying to get attention, I just would not mind some advice from my fellow FK members.
 

Please don't kill yourself, every problem has a solution to it and suicide is not the answer.
 

1. It's better than living in the streets, cheer up

2. Do your best to attend school, it'll benefit you in the future

3. You got your girlfriend pregnant? That shouldn't be your best friend if he's trying to take your girl

4. Don't leave just yet homie, there's a lot of things to explore
 
Nigga go look yourself in a mirror and smack yourself splash your face with cold water then smack yourself again, it's now your reality and your going to take this challenge on, first things first tel that "best friend" to fuck off completely she's your and you ain't about to let some other nigga raise your kid, then go Job hunting, try FedEx or Dominos who are currently hiring nation wide, do your best to get that Job, continue juggling it with your school, because you'll need that education for your child and girl, once you've made those initial steps, try your best to conserve and save money, save up, ask your girls parents for help suck that pride up and make the choice for her and your kid because you gotta man up about it, be a great dad, I'm sure you can pull it off my cousin did. Now depression and suicidal tendency are a psychological problem because your feeling overwhelmed but if you can learn to manage everything your depression should subside.
 
sorry to hear life is being difficult for you man I'm sure over time it will all get better. Your friend shouldn't be messing with your girl though and if you need people to talk to you always have forums
 

Exactly this man, don't give up on life.
 
Honeybear said:
I know but I can't deal with it anymore. Its hard to think about my kid, I am only 16 and I am going to be a father...
My life is a wreck.
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You have a child on the way and you have recently attempted suicide? I'm sorry, but it's hard to be merciful in regards to such an irresponsible and immature action. I could never imagine leaving my own flesh and blood here on this earth with only one parent because I made the decision to take my own life. No child deserves that, nor should they have to live through that. You need to buck up and if you don't choose to do it for yourself, do it for your unborn child. After all, they deserve the best.

No one in their right mind should have the nerve to talk down upon the residence in which they are living if they are being offered to live there. It may not be "nice," but nor is living on the streets wondering when your next meal will be, or wondering when it will rain. At least you can take a hot shower and lie down without having the cold hard ground beneath you. Appreciate what you have and what is at stake if your friend didn't offer you housing.

Find a job. When you are in the time of need it is no time to be picky. Work at a fast food joint if you must. Apply at a local car wash, pizzeria, arcade, or grocery store. Those are all places that are willing to hire a 16-year old kid, plus none of them are immensely stressful. I stress applying at a local grocery store because they generally provide decent hours and decent pay. Also, high schools are required to provide a bus route for students that are not in immediate range from the school's campus, at least in the United States. Talk to a counselor at your school to determine the best route to assure you get to school in a timely manner. School is important.
 
Don't kill yourself! Your worth living!
If your girlfriend is pregnant, awesome! But that so called "Best Friend"? He tries to steal her? The fuck is wrong with him! Tell him to stop because she is yours!

Living with Friends is better then on street, have some fun with them!

Do your best to go to school! It is not the most funny/enjoying part in your life but it's the best for the future!

And if you need money, go to your neighbours there or to people in the street and ask if you can do some small jobs like wash the windows, do the dishes, wash there car etc..For like a few dollard!


It will get better, but don't hurt yourself!!
 

This. This is just perfect.
 
@Jason is a realist that gave you a damn good kick up the backside, his words are extremely important, you should take them very much into account. Although I don't feel he touched much on the short term regarding your mental issues. You struggle with depression and that sucks, I've had the same issue for a while now but things are slowly starting to look up. I surrounded myself with new people and just tried to be more confident and suddenly everything changed. You said that you didn't know if the kid was yours, GET A DNA TEST DUDE! If it's not yours, SCREW HER! Oh yeah, SCREW YOUR 'BEST FRIEND' TOO! They are the exact people who are bringing you down if it's true that the child isn't yours. If s/he is yours, support the heck outta your girlfriend, build up a stronger bond and just do stuff with her, be happy together. Screw everyone else. Do what @Jason said, get a job! In your free time get off of these forums and do something! I suggest saving up for a cheap camera or using your phone and get into photography, I recently started and it helps you to see the world from a different perspective. Urban photography is the best in my opinion so it sounds like you're in the right place. Do something that'll improve your photography, get up at 6:30 in the morning and take pictures of the sunrise, get back home and just admire your creativity! It'll get better, you just gotta stay fresh. Don't dwell upon stuff that don't need dwellin' upon and live your damn life. Sort out your ish and things will gradually look up.

I tried not to swear to avoid your school's profanity filter
 
It gets better man, don't go anywhere you don't want to miss the future
 
Honeybear said:
I am just going to be focusing on school, so I can get my education, college and a job for my kid.
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Good on you mate, Once you finish school.. you'll be able to go out and get anything done.
 
Honeybear said:
@Random that is not true. It is quite hard to get a job up here, thats why I am going to College for I.T Networking, which will be easy because I already know mostly everything.
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Well, I was trying to be nice and cheery and motivating and all that jazz ;p

But, I know where you're coming from. It's hard to get a job here as well.
 
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