Hey guys,
I don't post here much because I'm not much of a public smoker or anything, I used to do it on the low and socially. Well, I've had this problem becoming more and more severe by the day, I'm sure most (if not all) know about derealization. Before I get too into how I'm currently feeling, I'll give you some background information.
Around 2012, I got high for the first time (i've smoked before this) and it was the definitely the most immense high I've ever gotten. My buddies and I smoked around 6-10 fat bowls all together and I had about 2-3 to myself (not including passes). I didn't get high immediately so I continued to smoke (that and my friends didn't believe I was inhaling) after about 5 minutes, it hit me like a fucking brick and I had to pull over and switch drivers. After all that, I didn't really have derealization.. but I've read a bit about it and know that I had a major panic attack from this high and that might have caused it.
May 2014, I went on break with a coworker of mine and smoked a bowl after not smoking for a-couple of months. After about 6 hours, I usually notice my high fade away and get a good sense of reality (where everything is very, very calm and relaxed), but this time it didn't go away. Everything would still feel like I was in a movie and also feel trippy at times. I had this prior to this smoke sesh, but this one really brought it out.
I read some stuff online like usual, and multiple sources told me to try to ignore it and not build up any anxiety as it well continue the derealization, but nothing changes. I've been ignoring and calm for awhile, and still nothing.
Any advice to me? It's really effecting my daily life now and it's only getting worse.
Just an FYI, I do take prescription Concerta (ADD treatment).
Thanks,
Sniper
I don't post here much because I'm not much of a public smoker or anything, I used to do it on the low and socially. Well, I've had this problem becoming more and more severe by the day, I'm sure most (if not all) know about derealization. Before I get too into how I'm currently feeling, I'll give you some background information.
Around 2012, I got high for the first time (i've smoked before this) and it was the definitely the most immense high I've ever gotten. My buddies and I smoked around 6-10 fat bowls all together and I had about 2-3 to myself (not including passes). I didn't get high immediately so I continued to smoke (that and my friends didn't believe I was inhaling) after about 5 minutes, it hit me like a fucking brick and I had to pull over and switch drivers. After all that, I didn't really have derealization.. but I've read a bit about it and know that I had a major panic attack from this high and that might have caused it.
May 2014, I went on break with a coworker of mine and smoked a bowl after not smoking for a-couple of months. After about 6 hours, I usually notice my high fade away and get a good sense of reality (where everything is very, very calm and relaxed), but this time it didn't go away. Everything would still feel like I was in a movie and also feel trippy at times. I had this prior to this smoke sesh, but this one really brought it out.
I read some stuff online like usual, and multiple sources told me to try to ignore it and not build up any anxiety as it well continue the derealization, but nothing changes. I've been ignoring and calm for awhile, and still nothing.
Any advice to me? It's really effecting my daily life now and it's only getting worse.
Just an FYI, I do take prescription Concerta (ADD treatment).
Thanks,
Sniper