Depression, death, people who can't type.

I'm extremely bored, just go a long with me.


Depression, and I mean severe crippling depression.

How do you deal with it? I wouldn't say I'm depressed, but I've always put a front of happy go lucky kind of guy ever since I lost someone close to me.

Death, I really do think it's a infinite nothingness, like when you sleep but don't dream, but your brain doesn't recognize the time in between it's just a void.

People who can't type, sigh.

How hard is it to spell check? I mean really I don't care if English isn't your first language, it's the global language of trade and commerce.

That is all.

I know that you're referring to me Carbon.

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I know that you're referring to me Carbon.

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No, just in general. I hate it too.

Ha I know how you feel.
I've lost my bestfriend I knew since I was 4, she died about 1 and a half ago.
I'm 17 now sooooo. Quite a long time.

Here is how I personally see depression.
People want to be depressed. In a way, depression can help you overcome the worst instances in your life.
Due to the fact that when you are depressed, although you may put up a front, you are still dwelling on all the emotions, and emotions MUST run their course. Many people say repressing emotions is bad, personally I believe that its not. There is no miracle cure for depression except time.

Death,
I have to agree with you. But my mind always contemplates the possibilities. Although I am a Christian and always have been. I have my doubts about floating up to some mystical wonderland when I die.

Oh my God do I ever agree with you here.
I HATE when people try and stumble through the English language when they hardly have a grasp of it.
You do not understand them, they do not understand you.
They need to sit down with some Rosetta Stone, and not turn off their computer until they are a fucking English Scholar.

That is all.

I hate the kids who cannot type in full sentences. They try to abbreviate stuff and fail epically. But I know where your coming from Carbon.

Death, I really do think it's a infinite nothingness, like when you sleep but don't dream, but your brain doesn't recognize the time in between it's just a void.

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Sleeping is my hobby, so that'll be cool.

Well here it goes, not really sure if you knew this carbon but I had told Dyker and Techno.


When I was 5 my mother died of a car accident, about a year later my sister also died in a similar accident :/.. I was severely depressed from when I was 5 until I was 11... I had nightmares all the time I was socially awkward I just couldn't function, Imagine taking basically all your family away and knowing they will never come back.. To be honest I thought about killing myself a few times, but my dad assured me that wasn't the way and my mom would be proud to know I grew up successful in life. About a year ago my father developed Cancer, I have no relatives no nothing you learn to cope with it all I guess otherwise maybe I have just gone crazy I don't know.. I now run my fathers Insulation business and have a very successful snow plowing business on the side.

When you get to a certain point death does not matter anymore, if it is your time then its time to go that's it all Im hoping for is to see my family one last time.. Depression is a serious thing I learned to get help its terrible being alone honestly if I didn't speak out then I would have gone insane dont try by yourself you will not succeed..

Don't let things put you down just keep pushing forward.