One of my very close friends just died. He was a really cool person, and I have been friends with him for a very long time. I don't know why this had to happen. Ever since I got the news today he died, I've been just not in the mood. I have no one to talk to about this. My mom wouldn't understand, nor my siblings.
I'm so sorry to hear that. Last year my best friend committed suicide and I know what the pain is like. Stay strong, you will get through this. Just talk to us if you need to talk. Eventually you will be able to move on.