Crying. Messed up.

Homie

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I was diagonosed with severe depression about 2 and a half yeaes ago. It didnt "disapear" as such. But it's started to come back in the few last months, I've struggled with self harm the past few months and today events have just fucked me over the edge.


Lost my main personal account which ive worked on for months and made all my friends on and people that have helped me and got to 12k.

Lost my Og username @forest (This is just adding to it, not the fact its OG but the fact some cunt is happy with ruining my day)

And my nan's gone to hospital, she was attacked, and she was rushed in and she has to have a skin graph and stuff.

Was nearly kicked out of school cos I was just fucked up today.

And the girl i like has fucked me over

(There is more personal stuff)

My life is just a pile of shit atm, and I don't know who to turn to and I feel like killing myself. I've tried before a year ago, I just don't know what to do.
 
Self harm doesn't solve your problems. Try to relax, as far as the virtual stuff, it's just virtual. Don't get hung up on pixels. As far as the personal stuff, only you can sort that out mentally. Just remember that life always has its ups and downs, getting through them just strengthens you as a person.
 
Not trying to be a dick, but sometimes it pisses me off when people try "Attention Seeking" not saying you are, but I hope you work it out man. If you are the original owner of your @'s you can easily pull them back.
 
Hey man. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you man. I will listen to you. Killing yourself is permanent for just temporary problems. You can get past all of this bud. Idk if you are religious but I am and I will pray for you for the next few weeks and hopefully God will give you the strength to move forward. Have faith my friend and keep your head up high.
 
@Chats I understand you, I'm not attention seeking, I just needed somewhere to post. Everythings falling apart.
 
Homie said:
@Chats I understand you, I'm not attention seeking, I just needed somewhere to post. Everythings falling apart.
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I understand where your coming from, just stay up dude.
 
@old @"darth vader" Thankyou guys, You probably don't know how 1/2 sentences mean to me right now. It means a lot.
 
Dude suicide is never the answer.

One day you will look back and say what was I thinking.
You have your whole life ahead of you!
 
You just need to find those small things that give you happiness man, whether it be one friend or a video game you need to rely on something to get you through tough times.
We've all been through shit man, and I'm sorry for everything that's happened but life sometimes just throws too much shit, you've just got to take it and it'll make you a stronger person.
In that girl situation, honestly, there are better people out there, no matter how it seems right now, you're going to be happy with someone. Even if it seems impossible right now, it's going to happen.
You've got to get through the dark days to see the happy ones man.
I'm always here if you need to talk.

Honestly, music always gets me through dark times. Buy something to make you happy if you have money, take up a new hobby, buy a video game.
Find something to occupy your time so you don't feel dragged down 24/7.
As lame as it may seem, meet some more people online. It's worth it. Sometimes they're the most understanding.
Also, if you ever need to just vent or talk or whatever, I'm here. I've been through rough stuff like everybody else.
 
Take a step back and look at it for what it is. None of this means shit, to be honest. It will not affect you in the long run and it shouldn't get to you like this. You're taking the e shit too far, you seem young, this girl doesn't mean shit, and just do what you can for your "nan". (I'm not sure what that is.) You'll be fine, man, just keep a positive outlook on things.
 
Hang with the people who are funny and make you laugh that normally helps me.
 
Club said:
The only thing on that list that's reasonable is your grandma. Make sure she's okay. If your honestly upset about online names then you need to rethink life.
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There's about 10 other things, and if you read what I said I don't care about the name. But the people.

I don't have the effort to argue, kik me if you want to know more.
 
Your a nice guy.

Mind if I steal that?

 
Good luck with everything and don't get yourself worked up about stupid SMs. If you contemplate suicide remember suicide is a permanent fix to a temporary problem.
 
You should hit me up man, I can talk to you when you need someone man.
 
i luv u feel better kings. good days are to come
 

Hey man I have been through just about the same type of stuff you have, but fortunately I am not in the depressed mind state I used to be in just a month of two ago... I did go to the hospital once because of fear of self harm, and I did help many others get through stuff like this... PM me your info to contact you off site, in case you want to talk... I know what you're going through, trust me... I've gone through plenty of the same things...
 
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